Not Alone

BLOOD

PDV Elise ***

E- Natasha.. do it..

She really dont want to

PDV Natasha ***

I CANT DO THAT !!! the worst is that I can so much enjoy his neck now if I want. But I cant do that!

N- Elise.. do you understand.. I MEAN NO YOU DONT UNDERSTAND !

I'm angry, I'm panicking because I just want to go straight to her neck.. but no! never ! In addition to the lack of blood that I have in my body, I just cant controle myself right now.

E- I dont have a plan B for you Natasha .. I know that you can find a way to feed you, but today I know that you are too weak and worry too much about wanting to eat. I am the only person who can feed you .. now..

I shake my head saying no. I dont want to .. but she's right, she's the only person who can feed me. If only I could just go kill someone on the street!

N- Elise please, just let me go outside and feed myself from someone whos walking in the street..

My sense of smell becomes higher when I am short of blood. And she is getting closer and closer to me to convince me.

E- No ! I told you that I dont want you to go feed yourself someone else !!

N- ELISE I SWEAR ! I CAN'T CONTROL MYSELF NOW ! IM ABOUT TO EAT YOU ALIVE! BUT I DONT WANT TOO! YOU ARE MY GIRLFRIEND, NOT MY SNACK FOR THE DAY!!!

She backs up a bit .. I'm starting to be harder in my words

E-... I said.. DO IT !

I cant wait, I remove the pillows between us to push her on the couch.

She scream and her eyes was open

My right hand holds both of her hands together and the other tightens her neck so she can not move while I feed myself.

I dont even hesitate, my fangs are biting into her neck and here is the feeling that I wanted.

She has one of the best taste that I taste for now. I do not stop, I drink, I enjoy the sweetness that his blood flows in me. She has warm blood, sweet but not too much. It flows easily in my throat, I cant even stop.

Without much notice, I take a second to look at her face and. SHIT, her eyes are close and I hear no breathing

By the anxiety and panic, my fangs leave and I wipe my mouth on my sleeve.

N- ELISE !

I touch and take her face for her to wake up

N- Elise wake up please!!! PLEASE WAKE UP !!!!

I take her in my arms while panicking. I'm trying to tell myself that she's going to wake up because it's already happening to me with a girl I've been feeding myself.

She is settled in her bed. I dont want to touch her, I'm afraid to hurt her. Not to be able to reanimate her. I know.. I have to wait, I know she'll wake up and catch her breath, but I'm afraid of her reaction when she gonna realize that she completely lost consciousness..

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PDV Elise ***

it's dark, very dark. My breath is blocked. The last thing I saw was my lamp on my ceiling that I have in my living room.

I'm cold but not really. I'm hot and cold.

PDV Natasha ***

2h, 2h she's in bed, unconscious. She started breathing 30 minutes ago

PDV Elise ***

I see more and more light through my eyes. I think it's reassuring.

I start to feel my body and all the limbs I was not able to move

PDV Natasha ***

She moves, she moves finally !!! Omg!

I approach her and look at her

E- Carm ??

What! Did she just call me Carm?

N- baby i'm here.. Are you okay ?

She begins to show signs of distress .

N- slow down Elise.. I'm here

her face makes weird figures. Her eyes are still closed but she moves a lot, probably the pain that begins to be felt in her neck

E- Please don't !!!

her whole body begins to take a shock. She's looking for my hands by touching my arms and PAFF her eyes are opening and she's getting up at once

I hold her so that she realizes that I am close to her. I want her to feel safe

N- Im here .. dont move, calm down, you're ok, it's over

She looks at me and breathes hard. Tears begin to flow on her cheek

N- Im.. Im.. Elise..

E- no no Natasha.. Don't be.. I'm just happy to be alive haha..

I make a small, comforting smile.

N- It was the first and last time I did it, I can't control myself so much that you tasted good

She wiped her tears and laughed a little ..

E- sorry If I was made with good ingredients hahha

I laugh back, taking her in my arms. Letting a tear flow down my cheek. I'm glad she's alive and ok.

N- Come on, were gonna go take a bath and clean up the damage I did in your neck

I love her.

I really miss Carmilla : (

-Gab