Ok, Now What?

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a.n it's like 1 am and I'm up listening to Broadway musicals also I was dancing or smn to one and had my ear buds in. So of COURSE, I do a dramatic slam of my phone onto my bed, AND MY EARBUDS GET RIPPED OUT OF MY EARS. Why am I like this?

JD's POV

Well, shit..

I'm currently racing away on my motorcycle.

How did I wind up in this situation?

Well, M and I confessed our love, she tripped and kissed me. I kissed her a second time and now I have no clue what to do.

Now, I could just stay friends with her.

But I honestly really like her.

Help. Well, you technically can't. You are the reader. I think. Only if you can read my mind right now?

What am I thinking?

baby goats...

Wow, you guessed it!

This is a like a bad sitcom, I swear. The only question on my mind is, "what comes next?"

a.n someone unfollowed me and i'm triGGERED-

Rushing past the dusty road on my way home, it all flew in my face, making me regret not having my helmet today. Wow, I'm dumb.

Passing the houses.

Passing the trees.

Passing the dust.

But not able to pass by my problems.

Well, shit.

I nearly crash into a car, earning and returning a middle finger. I don't know them, I don't CARE about them.

Currently unlocking the house doors, my heart skips a beat. I have no clue why, and then a tap on my shoulder reminds me.

"James.."

McNamara..

I'm frozen. a.n let it go

The world spins around while I'm frozen to my seat. THE PEOPLE THAT I KNOW KEEP ON ROLLING DOW-

Well, my porch.

"Madison.. What are you doing here?" I turn around the face her, a couple tears falling from my eyes. Shit, the girl I'm in love with is watching me cry. Oh well, she'll judge me eventually. Let's make it sooner.

"I'm sorry, are you okay?" She seems genuinely worried about me. That's a first. I'm not even worried about myself.

"... I'll text you later."

"James, I just want to t-" I cut her off.

"No. I'm fine."

I turn to go back into the house. Before I turn, I see a look of pure sadness on her face. Be tough, JD.

Shutting the door, I go upstairs, a few tears falling from my eyes, but I wipe them away.

I'm without my sanity.

And without you. wITHOUUUT YOUUUUU

Madison McNamara's POV

Wow. James just fucking turned me away.

I actually cared.

That's that.

I hop back on my scooter, driving up to my house. My parents are asleep when I walk in, my dad holding a beer bottle, my mom probably in her bed with wine.

Fuck this, I'm going to Veronica's. It's probably better than either of the Madison's. Chandler would tease me and Duke would just ignore me.

Stuffing a small bag with a change of clothes, my charger, money, some food, and my phone, I rush out the door silently.

My scooters parked in the same spot it was ten minutes ago. I hop on it, starting it up with a whir. Come and join me as I rush down the streets, back where Duke's house is. Veronica's is a few blocks away.

I park my scooter, and I knock on the door. Checking my watch, it's 10:17. Sort of late. Veronica's mom opens the door, not who I was expecting.

"Hi Madison! It's late, what are you doing here?"

Shit, better tell her the truth.

"Um.. My parents were drinking and I didn't feel safe. I was wondering if I could stay here for the night?"

She looks at me empathetically.

"Of course! Just up the stairs is Veronica's room, she's probably still awake."

"Thanks."

She gives me a small nod and I head up to Veronica's. Knocking at the door, Veronica opens it, a confused look on her face.

"Madison? What are you doing here?"

"Um.. Parents."

She lets out a sigh.

"I get it. Come on in!"

Veronica opens the door some more, exposing a blue walled room, and she sits down on the bed, motioning for me to come over. I walk over, setting my bag down on the ground near.

"How are you?", she asks, probably half knowing and half not knowing.

"Not good at all!"

"Oh. Why?"

"Well, first up JD confessed that he loves me and I said it back even though I don't! I don't! I don't even know why I said it back! THEN WE FUCKING KISSED! By accident the first time then HE KISSED ME ON PURPOSE! So he rushes off, I follow him back to his house to ask if he's okay and he just fucking SHUTS THE DOOR IN MY FACE! I was trying to help him! I come back home and my parents are drunk, so I left and now I'm here."

She just listens, not interrupting like Chandler or Duke would.

"Well, let's see, why do you think you would've said it back?" Wow, logic. Not something Chandler and Duke would use.

"Maybe because I was panicking, it just popped into my head.."

Veronica nods, adjusting her sitting position.

"Well, it's reasonable. Give it some thought and time. I bet it'll be alright. I'm always here if you need to talk."

Wow. She's a lot nicer than the other Madison's.

"Thanks."

"You're welcome."

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a.n OK HeRE yA gO

imma just leave this right here, okay?

okay?

okay.

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