Secret Agent (Jhope X reader)

Chapter 7- Broken

~sorry this is hella short~

Everything left me in that second, and he took this chance to walk, not even run, to walk to the window and salute me. "Until next time" he winks and falls backwards out of it. I threw the gun at the window pane as I broke down in tears. Why. Why  could he get into my head. Why could he break me. My legs crumbled and I fell to the ground, weak and pathetic. Why could he break me. After a few minutes of sobbing I picked myself up and stumbled down the corridor and outside, falling against the wall and hugging my knees not caring if it was raining. I cried. I cried hard. My body shook as sobs rocked my body. As I broke. it's not the first time he's broken me, nor will it be the last. Because that's what happens when you befriend the wrong people. You remember all the fun you had. All the memories. The trips to the fairground and eating candy floss together. The days spent in the park enjoying the sun. The parties. The picnics. The holidays. The laughing. The endless stalking of random people. All of that. Gone. Gone when you're best friend tries to kill you. Gone. When your best friend gives you the scar across chest. Gone.

Everything around me felt like it was collapsing in on me and I couldn't breath. I gasped and choked for breath. I felt like I was dying. "Hey .. calm down .. it's okay.." the warmest hand I've ever felt laid on my back, i followed the arm and even through my blurry vision there was no mistaking hoseoks pink hair and comforting face. "Oppa!" I sobbed loud as he engulfed me in his arms tightly. "Sshh it's okay it's okay" I clung to him like a small child, scared of the world. "You need to breath okay? In through your nose out through your mouth ..okay? ... in ....out" slowly he helped me regain control of my breathing and finally I relaxed in his arms. "What .... who ...." he struggled to form a sentence but I knew he was confused and curios, "is Namjoon okay?" "He wants to kill you" "of course he does" I smile a little and look up at hoseok, there were tears down his face. "H-hosoek!!" I sit up and cup his face wiping his tears away with my thumbs. "Why do you have to have such a dangerous job" he whimpers. "I'm so sorry" I whisper back crying also, "why do people have to try and kill you" He sobs "why can't you just be cleaner or something"
I can't help but laugh a little and hug him tight. "I'm so sorry Hobi" we sit in the rain and hold each other close, enjoying our warmth. I nuzzle his neck gently with my nose and he looks down. Our eyes met and I feel that weird feeling in my stomach. Like there's a whirlpool spinning me around. Or a swarm of butterflies attacking my insides. We just stare at each other. His eyes were beautiful. They were this bright brown and they seemed to swirl in every direction which just made them more enticing.

———————————————————————Jhopes p.o.v

I looked down at her. Her lips were slightly parted, her cheeks stained with tears. Her lip was bloody. Her face was bruised. But she was beautiful. My finger traced her features and injuries gently. Scared of breaking her more. It felt like there were a swarm of butterflies attacking my insides or a whirlpool swirling inside of me. Her eyes were a deep (eye colour ) they were dark but light. Swirling yet still. I found my body pulled closer to hers, closer. Gently I cupped her cheek, leaning down closer to her lips. Her perfectly. Shaped. Lips. Her eyes fluttered shut as did mine. Her warm breath touched my lips frequently as we drew closer and closer.

——————————————————————Back to your p.o.v

His large hand cupped my cheek and he started leaning closer to me. I felt as if our bodies were being pulled together. Closer. His warm breath was teasing my lips gently, causing my eyes to shut. All my senses were alert as I felt her bodies press together. Our lips about to touch ...