Abused love

The question???

Today started off like any other day i woke up aching from last nights beating managed to crawl my way over to the batheroom took a long cold shower,got dressed made sure to cover up the marks from the beatings even my arms and threw on a hoodie over my shirt managed to escape from that drunken beast and went on my way to school.Before i was even in the school compound "BELLA!!!!!" as scarlet threw her arms around me smiling evily i wondered why as it was making me quite nervous "Ok what is it please tell me so you can get that foolish grin off your face," she rolled her eyes at me foolishy and backed up so i could breath again and started to speak,"Well you should be happy why you must want to know that JACK WANTS TO SPEAK WITH YOU HE ASKED ME TO GET YOU AS SOON AS YOU CAME TO SCHOOL SO GO TALK TO HIM AND WATCH YOUR BACK......!!!!"

"Wait watch my back for what,"

"A million words but simple as the school top bitch is not happy that jackson asked for you personally just saying well you must be on your way jack awaits" and with that she left me to walk into the school looking for jack but i just went to my locker and gathered my books for my first class i wanted at all costs to avoid jack i had nothing to do with him as we are two different people from two completely different worlds he has two parents who love him who are there for him no matter what while i lost one and im slowly losing the next heck i lost both my parents since i was five so really i am an orphan ready for a loving family that will love me for who i am who would not dare beat me senseless till i pass out the pain i have endured for the past eleven years was crucial but i found a way to deal with it i walk and i walk till i noticr everyone staring at me everyone knows that jackson wants to talk 'Great' i thought i over think if this is a good time to talk to him or if i should talk to him at all i was so into my thoughts i didnt realize jackson standing in front of me "Hi bells", he said with a nervous voice he called me bells so i would see why he got nervous but he is the school bad boy and player how and why am i making him nervous nope cant be but anyway why does he want to talk to me ,"Ummm bella can i ask you a question it is really important,"

"Sure whats the question jackson dont be afraid i dont bite," i said with a chuckle

"Ummm what happened to your mom please i need to know i can help you just let me help you" at that moment that smile that lit up the room turned as sour as ever talking about her mom must have been hard but i had to know even if i was making her mad or upset i needed to know the truth i wanted to help her "Look i dont know who told you about my life or why i thought you would give a crap but," i could not hold in the anger the sadness anymore i was sick of it i had to let it out one day or another "why do you care jackson why tell me why???" as i tried to hold back the tears that were settling and with one blink i would feel them make their way down my face "Look im sorry i am bringing it up but she just too work for my parents i just found out and im sorry for your loss i really am" but before he could finish i slammed my locker and walked off after all these years his parents knew who i was and they still didn't help every tear i ever shed and they didn't help me.I spent the rest of the day avoiding jackson i couldn't face him especially after this morning at last the last bell rang i was free i hurried to the door forgetting about scarlet everyone i just had to get home wow i never expected me to ever say that now i regret it but i just didnt care i just couldnt run into "Bella!!" jackson i reluctantly turned around ,"What jackson what came to make feel more like shit uh is that it well lets have it!" as more tears ran down my cheeks i couldnt hold it in no matter how much i tried i just didn't expect jackson to hug ,me and why did i hug back?

Jackson POV

I saw her crying it broke my heart to see a beautifull angel cry like that i had to pull her in for a hug her warm embrace it felt so right it felt good to know i can keep her safe no matter what.

BELLA POV

His touch sent shivers up my spine as we pulled away i yearned more for his touch

"I need to ask you one more question please"

"Sure why not it cant be that bad"

"I guess not the question is...... Its about your dad bella did he or has he ever beat you ever please dont get mad or cry again i cant stand to see a pretty face like yours to ever shed a pointless tear please did your dad beat you for what happened to your mom does he still do it" as those words came out his mouth i lost it "WHY WOULD YOU CARE OR GIVE A SHIT JUST LEAVE ME ALONE YOU DONT KNOW WHAT GOES ON AT HOME WHEN IM THERE!!" and before he spoke i ran to my mothers grave and dropped by her tomstone and bawled out for her love for why she left me so soon i just couldnt hold it in "MOM WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME WHY PLEASE COME BACK TO ME"

"It hurts doesnt it you really loved her didnt before you yell at me ill leave i had to follow you to make sure you were alright i didnt mean to hurt you ill leave you alone bye bella" "NO dont leave come i have to tell you everything about me and i mean everyting" as he sat next to me thats when i began my story and the answer to his question.

AUTHORS NOTE

Sorry for the long wait for this chapter if u want to make any notes for how the next chapter should be stuff tell me on wattpad or follow me on instagram at sarafineboss3 for anymore stuff well i hope you enjoy this chapter and thank you for being paitient