Abused love

The decision

Birds chirping in my head as I woke up next to my beloved boyfriend his touch as gentle and soft but also not wanting to let me go I snuggled over to him embracing his warm, heated body against mine somehow laying this close to him I saw all his features his chiseled face structure, how his biceps printed through he was in good shape I'm glad about that even in his sleep he was adorable and I rather wake up next to him like this everyday if I could but soon I have to make up my mind soon about leaving but I don't know if I really want to go at all. "Good morning princess," As he kisses me with such passion yet it was gentle I pulled him closer to keep the kissing to find he was only getting more agitated we never really slept together or did anything more than kiss but tonight maybe I will give him the advantage knowing he will win the game and as captain of the football team no doubt, "Good morning my love," As I pulled away hearing the deep breathes he gave in between our kisses ,"You have early practice captain," I kissed him before getting out of bed but he pulled me back onto his lap and kissed me again this time he gazed into my eyes like he was screaming for me for more time but as much as I wanted to give him more time he had to go, "Come on captain I will walk with you now let's get ready," As he pushed me onto the bed, "Fine as you wish princess meet me downstairs in twenty minutes we have school," He winked as he closed the door behind him. Looking in the mirror I am noo longer afraid of how I look I am happy the scar under my eye never healed not that I expected it to but it shows that I am strong to overcome anything as I am here and not in a body bag. I bathed and dressed and just in time ,"COME ON KITTEN WE GOTTA GO," as Mathew screams for us to get going I ran down the stairs nearly knocking over Jackson's mom she was a sweet woman I liked her a lot she looked as she was going out to work as she always does same as his dad but at least she has her son's best interests at heart, "Sorry my dear I must be going and Bella," Her eyes fixed on me , "Whatever you choose I know this journey has been hard for you and we will be by your side no matter what," She pulls me in for a short embrace before shortly leaving, I gathered my thoughts and went in the car along to school, "You ok princess?" Jackson looks glances at me then back on the road, "I'm ok just happy for your game tonight ok captain," I see a hint of mischief in his eyes which makes me shift in my seat I know what I did," Keep it PG-13 for me please I am still in the car," Jackson rolls his eyes and puts his hand on my thigh sending shivers up my spine until we came to a stop ,"FINALLY before you guys forget that I was here," As Mathew speeds out the door making us erupt in giggles but Jackson still had his hand on my thigh I know what he wanted I could tell that he was growing impatient, "Tonight after the game we should do it," I gazed in his eyes he needed more detail ,"I'm ready Babe after the game," I whispered, "I want you captain," a mischievous smile on his face,," Finally but if its what you want you will not regret it," He kisses me and hops out the car and opens my door for me such a prince he Is that's why I love him we both went our separate ways as he got busy with all the game stuff as he was captain. "THERE IS MY BESTIE," as scarlet wraps me in a hug ,"I missed you I know life is hard but we are gonna have fun at the game tonight," She shoots a devilish grin at me and we both laughed and went to class hand in hand talking for the rest of the day it was good to be around her again I felt a bit of happiness and my life was real after that. After school we headed straight home WOW I just called Jackson's home my own it was about time I did because it really felt like home. "Darlings your home get ready soon we are leaving in a bit," As Jackson's mom air kisses and saunters off to the kitchen. "Come on lets go," As I motion for us to head upstairs and we headed upstairs to get ready. After a lifetime of trying on clothes I finally came up with a good combination of the teams colours and Jackson's favorite colours with a short black skirt with black knee high boots and a blue crop top, Scarlet put my hair up in a bow with the school colours to make me look more innocent knowing Jackson would love that Mathew too. "SHIT we have tp go," As I grabbed Scarlet and we sped to the arena. "SEE your man saved us seats in front hoe you did not need to drag my ass here," I rolled my eyes then we both laughed it off and found our seats where Jacksons mom and dad were waiting for us, "D....D...Do you know where they are?" As I fumbled with my skirt ,"They should be in the dressing room hurry dear," I shot Scarlet a smile and went off to find them. "JACKIE!!" I screamed from afar he smile as he approached me with his helmet in hand WOW he looked hot in his uniform really hot he had a mischievous grin and lust in his eyes I pulled him to kiss me deeply but his hands traced every bit of me as he was exploring me wanting me, every part of me ,"You could be my little cheerleader after the game," He had lust in his voice as he pulled away he wish we had more time but he had to let go, "Come on we have a game to win captain," I kissed him before letting him go and returning back to my seat for the game to start.

Victorious sounds as we had won our first game of the season the stands erupted in screams and laughter it was a glorious time but it was the beginning. After the match we all went to celebrate Jackson's parents left us to enjoy the win and we all said goodnight and went home at around twelve. "Goodnight kitten, brother," As Mathew headed to his room and I led Jackson to mine, "We don't have to princess," He said but in his eyes he wanted too, "I am ready please Jackson," without hesitation he picked me up and pushed me onto the bed kissing me passionately I was really loving it I moaned out his name making his kissing full of lust he made the whole night one to remember.

I woke up next to my one true love nothing could break this and better I made my decision I called my mom and left a message, "Look mom I have made my mind I will move in with you at the end of the year and we will move on from there," And I hung up and snuggled back into his arms knowing I made the right choice

Or did I?

Quick note

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