Abused love

The killer he will always be

Three weeks later living in this house with Mathew and Jackson have been quite a rollercoaster ride in so many ways but one thing I can not keep up is the affair with Mathew as always as Jackson left us alone he would slide his way over and continue to play with his cousin's trust and my feelings.

One rainy evening I sat in my room thinking that this was not right but I could not ruin their relationship it was wrong but I could not continue to do this to Jackson because he was the one person in my life that made me feel as if I mattered to the world he saw through me and my bruises and scars and is giving me unconditional love while Mathew sees a pretty face and a silent face that is for his own personal play but not for long I am done being his toy. When the boys came home from practice I ran into Jackson's arms and kissed him so gently while I shot Mathew a nasty glare but he just smirked and mouthed to me something sneaky and mischievous ,"Don't worry kitten you will be mine soon," As he walked towards us to the kitchen to get a snack. "Well I don't know about you Mathew but I stink I am gonna take a shower bye princess," As he pecked me on my cheek and ran upstairs to the shower leaving me with the spawn of Satan himself. "So kitten how was your day today," He said seductively as he ran his fingers through his chestnut brown hair and smiled at me and walked towards me with an evil smirk and kissed my neck. I wanted so bad to push him off but I could not resist him much longer I let him continue he was my guilty pleasure and for that I was hiding now an even bigger secret I like Mathew but the real question was did I like Mathew more than Jackson?

The next day after that incident I gradually slid down the stairs to see the whole family looking at me like they had seen a ghost it was so quiet that if a pin had fallen you could hear it fall," What's wrong guys," trying to break the silence but I was not expecting this set of nonsense, " Bella it's it's your father honey he is well you see , " I hear the pain in her voice and I did not like it," He is getting released honey and he wants you back home he is suing us for custody and the judge is looking into it," My face fell to lower than this floor lower than this earth tears tried to surface but I would not let it until Jackson and Mathew tried to come forward I realized this is real this is true I could not take it anymore I ran upstairs to my room and slammed it shut ," Boys maybe give her time she will come around eventually but we will not let him take her," As Jackson's parents leave the room with a way to get me to stay

Hours and hours I spent in that room unable to come to terms that he is getting out in a few hours and nothing could fix this." Hey kitten an I come in," As Mathew pokes his head into my room to see a miserable me crying with my face all washed up and hair in a mess but he did not care how I looked I wonder why

Mathew POV

I may be actually falling in love with her first I wanted to do this as a joke but I cant stop thinking about her that she is so fragile but she is so strong and now she is at her lowest I opened the door to see nothing but a fallen angel in pain but pretends she is alright she is breathtaking and I love her really do.

Bella POV.

"Why are you here I'm not in the mood Mathew just go away," As I bury my hair in my sheets to wait for him to go but he doesn't leave ,"I'm not here to kiss you or do more with you I am here as a friend and shoulder to cry on Jackson is helping uncle he was really better at doing that than me so I came to see if you needed anything," He looks at me and my heart drops he smiles at me and I could not resist him any more I crawl up to him and whispered," Just make me forget everything but no noise," As I kissed him on his cheek his eyes met mine and I was instantly in love he pulled me closer to him as he kissed me passionately and our night began and I enjoyed every second of it.

Morning came and I realized something 'I SLEPT WITH MATHEW IN MY BOYFRIENDS HOUSE!!!??!!' not soon later Jackson opened my door with breakfast in bed , " Good morning princess how about breakfast," As he kissed me ever so gently and placed the tray next to me and started to eat with me all I could think about or feel was guilt and speak of the devil Mathew came in ," Morning kitten and cuzzo what's up I hope you slept well," As he winked at me making me tremble with every word Jackson was happy to see him and did not mind the name he gave me so I guess that was one part of the secret that's out and the rest was hidden hopefully but I had to much to worry about, before I uttered a word the door rang and the boys faces dropped which I know what that meant he was home. I stood in front the door without a bruise or scar in a short dress that Jackson's mother helped pick out she has been the mother I always wanted I love her just like I loved my own. The doors swung opened and the devil himself walked in as if he never left, "SO this is your new home we will see about that come home with me now Bella," An evil grin appeared on his face and I felt powerless I was about to give in when Jackson's hand stopped me and pulled me back as his father walked Forward, " Well Max she will not be going with you anytime soon read and weep,"

"WHAT YOU CAN'T what happened to friendship you are dead to me all of you I will have you back," And in his furious rage he stormed out everyone was happy I was too but that look in his eyes means one thing 'If its war you want A war you will receive' we woke the beast in him but God help when he awakens the one in me.