I stood there shocked and in total disbelief I thought she was dead I went to her funeral I have been going to her grave for as long as I can remember I stayed up late crying myself to sleep because I thought she was gone but here she was in front of me and like she did nothing wrong but why put me through all that pain and heartbreak I was excited she was alive I got my mom back but at what cost the cost that she lied to me for eleven years while she was living her life I was rotting in hell
"I know you all want answers and I will give you all just let me in," I reluctantly let her in desperate to hear her story and why she hid from me for eleven years. We led her to the living room where she began her story, "We were the perfect family you, me and your father but your father had a dark side and slowly it was coming to light he started beating me I could not stay any longer one night I hugged you and kissed you like I was never going to see you again as it was half true I ran away crashed my car and ran for the hills left for a new town but I never forgot my baby I loved you my Bella with all my heart I never meant to hurt you I came to get you back and for you to know your real father," My heart sunk ,"My real father," I looked her deep in her eyes for an answer for the truth anything did not make sense when a young man waltzed into the room had my eyes and my smile he sat next to me and I knew he was really my dad but why take so long to tell me this why would she do this to me ,"You left me with a known monster you knew was not my blood now I know why he hated me he hated you for knowing he was not the father and I was not really his so he did not give a shit if I died," Tears filled in my eyes I tried not to blink I had to be strong but for how long? ,"Baby I do love you," As she tried to touch me but I don't know who she is anymore I pushed her off and got up ,"YOU MAY BE MY MOTHER BUT I SUFFERED HELL BECAUSE OF YOU DO YOU EVEN CARE??!!!??" tears ran down my face I don't care anymore ,"THE BEATINGS THE SCARS THAT WOULD NOT HEAL I WAS A CHILD HELL I AM STILL A CHILD WHO ARE YOU TO COME AND THINK," I could not take it I ran out the door and into town leaving everyone speechless even my own self. I ran I ran I don't know where I was going but I ran until I couldn't anymore eyes blurred from tears but I knew where I was I walked to my moms grave and sat by it I wondered if she was alive who have I been seeing and talking too for the past nine years whoever it was I am so glad they stuck by me after all this shit
I sat and just thought about life not even caring that night had fallen RUSTLE RUSTLE I swung back in a fright ,"WHO IS IT" I screamed through tears ,"Relax kitten its only me aren't you glad it was me," his puppy dog eyes my weakness at best I motioned for him to join me and we sat in silence " I know today sucked ass but come on lets go she cant hurt you you have come too far to go back in your hole she is not taking back your misery and you should be happy listen she is alive instead and instead of blaming her for your troubles hug her and love her at ;least you can do that again you have a chance to be happy again take it Bella," Wow he is right and the way he said my name like it belonged to him and so do I, I leaned in and kissed him deeply and hugged him ,"Thank you I think we should go home now ," As I got up and we both headed back
When we got back everyone was there I ran and embraced my mom, "I am glad you are alive and back I love you but if you want me to live with you I need time ok you owe me that much," As I pulled away from her embrace oh how I really did miss her she nodded and kissed my forehead and they left we all disappeared to oour rooms for the night until KNOCK KNOCK Jackson came in an hopped on my bed ,"Babe I,"
"Shhh don't talk stay with me tonight please," I stopped him and pulled him into bed with me his soft touch as he slipped his hands over my waist making me fall asleep as fast as I ever had
"Goodnight my princess," As he kissed my forehead and we let our dreams take over
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Abused love
RomanceA girl from a broken home ,a guy from a rich household with a deadly secret cross paths in life and instantly fall in love. As their love for each other deepens, secrets unfold, worlds collide and they are both left with one choice. Stay with each o...