Chapter 27
"Chloe I'm going out for a bit. Brads in the lounge" I heard Tristan shout up the stairs.
"Okay" I shouted back sounding happy, but feeling far from it.I'm not gunna lie, I have been crying for about an hour. Pathetic tears that make me a loser. A failure.
The hate messages from Shannon are really getting to me. Not only does she go on about me, but it's my family and friends. Over the last few days I have had loads of messages that put me down, make me feel bad and make me feel worthless.
I haven't told anyone. I'm not going to either.
There I was, sat on my bed, reading through the messages and not knowing what to do.
Another tear rolled down my cheek as I wondered how I could numb my pain.
"Hellloooooo" Brad smiled jumping through my door.
"Oh crap" I mumbled minimising the Facebook window. "Hey Brad" I said trying to sound happy. I stayed facing my laptop to avoid eye contact.
"Are you okay?" He asked softly walking towards me more.
"Yup, fine" I said sucking in my bottom lip to stop the tears.I was gunna blow any minute.
"Are you sure?" He asked again sitting on the bed beside me.
I just nodded as if I spoke I would start crying again.
"Chloe, look at me" he said placing a hand on my shoulder. I sighed and turned around revelling my tear stained face; mascara all over it.
"Oh my god what happened?" He asked pulling me into a hug.
"I happened" I sobbed into his embrace.
"What do you mean, you happened?" He asked worriedly.
"I'm just a waste of space. I shouldn't be here" I said crying even more.
"Oh Chloe, don't think that. So many people love you. Your mum, Tristan, Connor, Kate, James" he paused. "And me."
"I don't see the point of me being here if I'm such a burden to everyone"
"We can share the burden." he said into my shoulder.Okay. My heart my have just melted at that moment.
I laughed through the tears earning a puzzled looking Bradley.
"Quoting your own songs now are we?" I laughed.
"Well what can I say" he said shrugging his shoulders. I laughed again as he pulled me back into the hug."Hey look, we'll talk about this tomorrow yeah? Go to Starbucks or something? Away from here and your family?" He asked. I nodded and sighed. "I think first though you need to get some sleep" he said pulling away.
"Okay" I smiled sitting back. "Brad, will you charge my laptop please? I said handing it over to him.
"Yeah course I can" he said smiling, taking ahold of the laptop.
"Just remember Chloe, I love you, and so does everyone else, okay?" I nodded and got into bed."Love you Brad" I said closing my eyes.
"Love you too" he said closing my door.
Brads POV
I opened up Chloe's laptop to see how much charge she had, not much. I went to close her open windows but something caught my eye.
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'Your a waste of space. Go kill your self'
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Whet I thought that was it, there was more.
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'Loner, always crying and running to her big strong boyfriend. Boo hoo hoo'
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'Your such a bitch, go waste someone else's time'
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'Feeling happy that your alive? Well you shouldn't'
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And it kept on going and going and going.
My heart broke in two to know that Chloe had been reviving these messages.
I closed the laptop and rubbed my forehead sitting down on the bed I was staying on.
Chloe's in deep trouble, and so will we if we don't do something soon.
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Don't Let Go (A Connor Ball / Tristan Evans Fan-fiction)
FanficFollow Chloe as she realises what can happen when you learn to love and how heart break can kill. Contains Strong Language All stories are my own.