Chapter 48
It's been a week since my single went into the charts, and today is the day for the official UK top 40.
I'm not going to lie, I was shitting myself but that's not the sort of thing we want to go too deep into.
I wake up to the sound of my phone ringing and I turn to check the time.
"Shit" I mumble realising it's 1pm already.
I see Joe on the screen and I quickly answer.
"YOUR NUMBER ONE!!" He screamed down the phone making me do the same.
"WHAT? ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS?!" I screech making him laugh.
"No!!" I get up and run into the lounge to tell Lucy.
"LUCY IM NUMBER ONE!!" I squeal running around like a headless chicken. I couldn't hold it anymore, the tears came...
"OH MY GOD" I scream doing some weird dance.
"You where against One Direction as well!" He praises me. (A/N - don't hate, I like 1D :D )
"You have to be kidding me?" I laugh not sure how I feel right now.
"No! Turn on the TV"
I follow his instructions and turn on the TV going straight to 4 music. Me and Lucy sit there for a while gobsmacked.
"Hell, this is insane" I mutter feeling all mushy and stuff.
"Tell my about it, I need your autograph before you go off traveling the world"
I laugh and grab my phone instantly dialling Connor's number.
"Hello?"
"CONNOR I'M NUMBER ONE!!" I screech.
"No way!!" I hear and smile. I feel like these past few months have been worth it now that I have an outcome. "What did i tell you? I knew you would get it!"
Last night I was on Skype to Connor worrying about my place on the charts and obviously he reassured me.
"I'm so freaking happy!!" I beam going towards my room.
"I bet you are! Look I have to go, ill ring you in a bit"
We say our goodbyes and then end the call. I smile to myself and think about the past few months. What is my life? I take a step back from everything and I realise I don't deserve this. I pull out my laptop and open Facebook.
What am I doing?
I can't stop myself. I open up the messages Shannon sent to me and read them, reminding me oh I really am. My heart sinks as I realise that it should have been One Direction or someone else who got to number one. Not me. I don't deserve this.
'Do it, you slag, cut yourself, feel pain'
My head spins. 5 minutes ago I was happy as shit and now I am literally feeling shit.
'What are you doing? Go fucking cut yourself '
I shut my eyes and try to stop the voices.
"Chloe, don't hate me, but-"
"But what?" I snap unaware of how rude I sound. "Sorry" I mumble.
"It's okay, but I think your depressed" she whispered.
I can't stop myself.
I can't stop.
I can't.
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Don't Let Go (A Connor Ball / Tristan Evans Fan-fiction)
FanficFollow Chloe as she realises what can happen when you learn to love and how heart break can kill. Contains Strong Language All stories are my own.