(I rewrote this, if comments are good ill update again @10:30)
Two Next Day
New York, NY
Nicki Pov
I woke up and Meek was carrying me out the airport, i sat up a little.
Meek: you up
Nicki: *mumbling* yea
I got down and stretched a little. Ma put our stuff in the trunk of the uber and we got in, she gave him the address of the hotel and i laid back.. I looked over at ma and she smiled looking down at me
Nicki: what time is it
Meek: almost 3
I nodded and i dosed off a little.
10am
I walked up the hill to Caiahs grave.. Ma stopped half way and i sat on the grass, I smiled a little and sat a toy truck down next to his headstone. I wiped it off a little and i quickly wiped my tears
Nicki: im sorry Cai, i was suppose to protect you and i didnt..
I wiped my tears and sighed a little...
Nicki: while im up here, im gonna see if i can find out if they still have our stuff because i dont have any pictures of you... If we had just gotten out a week before you would still be here, you would be with me and Mama Kathy.
I played with my fingers and smiled a little
Nicki: i can you hear now, running down the hall and coming down in the room with half the tissue roll and wiping my tears and telling me to blow. you would sat with me until i felt better or get your toys and id play whatever you wanted to play until i was happy again
I looked back and ma came up, she handed me the fake flowers. I stenciled little Hulks on the purple flowers to match the flower pot he already had here. I pulled the other flowers out and a bracelet fell out. I smiled a little and picked it up, i put the new flowers and i kissed his headstone.
Nicki: i love you Caiah
I got up and wiped my tears but they fell faster. Ma wrapped her arms around me and we walked down the hill to the car and we went back to the hotel.
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Hotel Room
Nicki: can you lay with me... until i fall asleep
She nodded and got in the bed with me, i laid on her chest and she ran her fingers through my hair.
Kathy: i can try and fit it to where we come up here once a month
I shook my head
Nicki: no, its fine..
She wiped my tears and i smiled a little..
Nicki: i lost my favorite bracelet when i came to see him, i check the flower pocket and it wasnt in there and now it was today
Kathy: he was saving it for you
I nodded a litte
Kathy: my lawyer called about us adopting a little boy.. When we get back we are gonna go meet him, if hes comfortable around us then hes gonna spend the night with us and if he wants to stay then he can and i sign off on the papers
Nicki: whats his name?
Kathy: Khai, wait.. i think she sent me a picture of him
She got up and grabbed her phone. She looked through her phone a little and nodded, she showed me the picture. I smiled hard
