I Want What I Can't Have

Chapter nineteen

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I plopped down on the couch in the hotel suite I was staying in. I'm completely exhausted from today. My dad made me come to everything the boys had today, which was some radio interview and a concert, becuase he thought I'd enjoy getting out for a while.  Honestly, I have no idea how these boys are still alive! If I was them, I'd probably be dead from exhaustion.

So, I've decided to find a movie and fall asleep, since Josh is probably going to make me go to the airport tomorrow to drop off Bailee. I've grown to like that girl a lot, and I personally think that we could be good friends. It sucks that she's leaving tomorrow. But her and Josh are so clingy to each other, always so mushy lovey kissy kissy. Gets on my nerves, but they're still adorable. I think I'm just a little jealous that they can be so public unlike me and Zayn.

I flicked the tv on and switched through the channels until I found the perfect movie. The my luck, The Notebook just started playing. My favorite! Right as I turned it to that channel, my phone started buzzing. Person calling me : Louis. Why is Louis calling me?

"Hey Lou, what's up?"

"We're all at Zayn's, come join us!"

"By us you mean...?"

"All the lads, Josh, and Bailee."

"Okay, but Louis?"

"Yeah?"

"You're two doors down from me..why didn't you just come knock on my door instead of calling me? I laughed, getting up and making my way to the door.

"Too lazy." He ended the call. I rolled my eyes and threw my phone in the pocket of my sweatpants.

So much for watching The Notebook. 

As soon as I turned out of my hotel room, I heard a deep voice say my name behind me. I looked over my shoulder to  see Preston.

"Hey Preston, where are you going?"

"to get food down stairs. Where are you going? Kinda late."

"Oh, Louis called me and said that him and all the boys and Bailee are at Zayn's suite, and they just wanted me to join."

"Okay, just don't do anything your dad wouldn't want you doing..okay Ariana?" He playfully warned. This is why I love Preston. He can be like strict and all, but he's so carfree.

"Got it." I winked.

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"It's one am, we should all start getting to sleep." Liam yawned. We all agreed, got up, and walked toward the door. I followed behind everybody, and Zayn followed behind me. Everyone stepped out of Zayn's suite, but right as I was about to get out, Zayn grabbed my arm and pulled me back in. He pinned my back against the door, shutting it quickly in one swift movement. His hands rested on my hips and mine immediately wrapped themselves around his neck.

Without warning, he locked his lips with mine and began kissing me intensley. I've longed for this kiss. Sure, we kiss daily, but they're small, rushed pecks. His lips were just as soft and warm like usual, then he began to trail them down my neck, but quickly pulled them off.

"Do you hear that?" He mumbled. I didn't have time to listen before he pulled me off the door and swung it open. When the door opened, I head what he was hearing. We both stepped out of his hotel suite to see Josh and Bailee in the middle of an arguement. Well really, Bailee was yelling and Josh would occasionaly peep something out, looking frustrated but angry at the same time.