I Want What I Can't Have

Chapter twenty five

AUTHOR'S NOTES: okay guise heres the last chapter.  OMG. :') so since it's the last  chapterrr, i'm going to share a few things :) 
DID YOU KNOW - My original character for Ariana was going to be Michelle Keegan and her name was going to be something like briana or brittany or anything that you could use the nickname Bri? cause my sister had this friend named bri when she was little and she was really pretty lol
YUP so enjoy the last chapter :O  

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 "Are you having fun?" Eleanor shouted over the loud music while she continued dancing with Louis. I took a sip from my drink, finishing it off, then nodded. 

"Yes!" I yelled back to her. Zayn had his hands locked on my hips, but moved them so now his arms were hooked completely around my waist. His chin rested on my shoulder and head leaned up against the side of mine. His cold cheek pressed against my warm one sent chills down my spine.   

"It's getting late.You're dad's probably getting suspicious." he mumbled only loud enough for me to hear.  

"I know. Hey Eleanor, Louis! It's getting late, we should probably get going." I noted to them. They nodded and Eleanor looked up to Louis.   

"I left my purse upstairs, so you guys go ahead and we'll meet you at the hotel." Her and Louis headed the opposite way as me and Zayn. We pushed through the crowds of people, keeping our hands locked and heads down.  

So. Many. People.   

By the time we got out, I was this close to having a mental breakdown. Zayn slid his arm around my waist as he waved down a cab. "You okay, babe?"    "

Yeah," I sighed. "I'm fine."   

We both piled in the first cab that came and Zayn told the address. I scooted close to Zayn, snuggling up under his arm and not even bothering to buckle my seatbelt. He pulled me closer and put a kiss on the top of my head.   

"Did you have fun?"  

"Loads! Thank you for-"   

I was cut off mid sentence by loud curse words of the cab driver.He turned the wheel sharply and Zayn held me down as we spun in violent circles. I held my breath as streaks of lights blinded me. Last thing I remember is seeing nothing but lights and having the feeling of being jerked forward.   

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Beep. Beep. Beep.   

Everything is black. Why is everything black? All I can hear is the sound breathing and beeps with the occasional sniff, like somebody was crying.   

I felt sharp pains in my head and other random parts of my body. My breathing was steady and effortless, which was good I guess. But where am I?   

I attempted lifting my eyelids, which was no use.  So was the attempt of moving any other part of my body. I'm helpless. I'm trapped. I hate it.   

"Ariana..god I'm so sorry..." I heard  a voice mumble. It had obvious pain filled in it, revealing this person had been crying. The voice gave me butterflies in my stomach, making me feel safe and hopeful. It's a voice that was so painfully familiar.   

ZAYN! I mentally screamed. I was completely still, but it felt like my body was trying to squirm out of the trap it was in. Please keep talking, Zayn.   

"I feel like its all my fault. Damn." he paused for a second and I felt drops of tears dripping on my hand. My butterflies died and turned to concrete bricks. I've never heard Zayn like this. Why is he upset? All this confusion was just adding to my headache. "But please if you can hear me, squeeze my hand or something. I need you Ariana.."