Ticking Time

Chapter 7 All i'll need is one bullet

Brian's Pov
I couldn't believe it Brock actually shot someone. The guy deserved it but he actually fucking shot someone. "Holy shit Brock."Luke says. Brock said nothing and put away his gun. "Brock?" Craig asks putting his hand on Brock's right shoulder.

Brock pulled away from Craig and Glared at him. Craig moves his hand away. "Ryan Brian deal with the body." Brock says turning around and walking away. "Brock are you serious alright. I know losing Evan been tough on you and know I can see why?" I asked. Brock stopped walking away. "I'm fine Brian so get off my fucking case before I make you." Brock growled coldly.

I backed up a bit he's never talked to me like that. What in hell is happening to my friend? I felt a hand on my left shoulder. I looked to see that it was Jon. "Give him some space trust me it will help." Jon says. I nodded and began helping Ryan with the dead body.

2 weeks later

Jon, Luke, Marcel, Tyler, Craig, David, Lui, Ryan, Bryce, Scotty, Lucas, Jack, Mark, Cry, and Felix are at my place getting ready to celebrate a new year. For some strange reason Brock didn't show up. I'm still worried about him I know somethings wrong and I just fucking wish he would tell me what it is.

I thinking about making sure Brock's okay I just wish he would tell me. I didn't know he loved Evan so much as he did. I couldn't imagine losing Jon that way. I stared at the stars debating on seeing my friend. I just don't want to lose another one.

"Brian you alright?" Unknown asks. I turned around and say Jon standing there. "No I'm just worried." I said. "Are you worried about Brock?" Jon asks. "Yeah usually he's here on holidays hanging out with me and the others but somethings wrong I just know it." I said. "Well your not the only one." Jon says. "How so?" I asked. "The others have been worried and hoping to see Brock show up." Jon explains.

"I just wish he would tell us what's wrong." I said. "I do to even though we haven't stayed in touch I could feel Brock's still hurting." Jon says. "What I never understood is why Brock never mentioned that he really liked Evan." I said.

"Maybe He has wounds we can't see and maybe he wants to hide them." Jon says. "Still I wish he told us." I said. "I do too." Jon says. I'm getting a bad feeling I can't stay here.

"Jon please come with me to check on Brock?" I asked. "Sure Brian I will." Jon says. Both of us told the others and I stared driving towards Brock's place. Brock please be okay.

Brock's Pov
I was sitting on my bed crying uncontrollably as I violently cut open my skin with a knife. I felt my heart hurting so much. I see Evan in my dreams just asking me to join him. I would see him from the corner of my eye.

I feel like I'm going insane I can't take it anymore. I just can't take it. I killed a person over Evan. I growled and glared at Brian and Craig. It's my fault Evan died. If I just did something and stayed with Evan this would have never happened. If I was a better boyfriend Evan would still be alive.

Flashback starts 4 weeks before Evan died.

Me and Evan were having a sleepover. My parents were going to be gone for two weeks. At the moment me and Evan are cuddling in my room. Evans wearing my colorful tank top, my light blue hoodie, and my black jeans.

While I was wearing My blue and white long sleeve shirt and blue jeans. "So are you going to tell our friends that we're dating know?" Evan asks. "Um I'm not sure." I said. "How come?" Evan asks.

"Well I kinda don't want to well for a couple of weeks I kinda want to keep this a secret before announcing it." I said. "Okay so how about four weeks later we tell them while we play Truth or dare." Evan suggest standing up.

I smirk and stand up. I quickly ran in front of Evan and pick him up. "That's an excellent idea." I said. Evan blushed and covers his face with his hands. I only began laughing blushing slightly as well.

Evan stopped covering his face and we kiss each other. "Your such a goofball." Evan says. "I know but you love me." I said. "That's true too." Evan says smiling. I put Evan down back onto the ground. Both of us headed downstairs and began watching a movie while snuggling next to each other on the couch.

Flashback ends

I began crying harder than before. I miss you Evan I miss you so fucking much. I dropped the bloody knife onto the ground. I just can't take it anymore. I'm sorry my friends for everything but I just can't do it.

I quickly headed towards my closet and grabbed my gun. I felt tears falling more down my face. I loaded the gun with one bullet and pointed it at my head. I closed my eyes as I got ready to pull the trigger.

After all it only takes one bullet.

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Chapter 7 is now complete

Hopefully Brian and Jon can get to Brock before he pulls the trigger or will it be to late. Well find out on the next chapter.

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Lunafire37 🌙 out.