I am currently walking silently and safely at the dark street with the street lights guiding me. I never felt this lost and empty. I can't think clearly and what happened earlier keeps on bugging me. And now, all I know is I have to go to my comfort zone, sit, eat what calms me and think. I have to run away from this craziness.
After crossing the road filled up by few cars, I lift my hand so the jeepney approaching will stop.
"Ma bayad po, sa may McDo lang."
The other passengers looked at me, maybe they are bothered with my cold voice. I just silently looked at my hands which until now, is still shaking. I turn my head up to look at the window in front of me. "Manong para po".
I composed myself and finally, smiled. I always have this feeling that Big Mac and Fries comforts me. After ordering my food, I took the seat near the window, far from the people happily talking and eating, and started to take a bite at my burger. I make sure no one will notice me. I really am not comfortable when someone is watching me while I eat.
"Mag-isa ka lang?"
Someone from my back asked me, and the voice sent shivers in my spine. I looked around to see if I am the one that's been asked, and it suprise me seeing that yeah it's me. But why? There's a vacant seat everywhere.
I frowned when that someone sat in front of me. "Oh wag ka sumimangot."
I just shrugged and hurriedly finished my food. Ugh, I want to be alone, why do I have a company here?
"Sorry na, ayaw mo ba ng may kasama?"
"Uy Ate."
"Baka mabilaukan ka ah."
"Suplada naman, sundae gusto mo?"
".." I never bothered saying a single word, I just eat and eat and eat until..
"Hindi naman masososlusyunan yang problema mo kung ganyang kumakain ka mag-isa at di magsasalita, akala ko lang kasi kelangan mo ng kausap. Sige sorry nalang sa istorbo." That someone stood up, ready to leave and smiled at me.
"Matagal na kitang crush, lagi ka kasing dito nakain. Hehehehe."
My mouth is wide open with fries. I was shocked. Really?!
"Sige na Danielle, bye!"
SHE left while waving her hands. WTF did I just heard?!
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Almost [GirlXGirl]
RomanceThe saddest word in the whole wide world is the word almost. - Anonymous