No Fairy Tales in Real Life

Heart to Heart

Heart to Heart (Godt)

Lookin' in your eyes I see a paradise
This world that I've found is too good to be true
Standin' here beside ya, want so much to give you
This love in my heart that I'm feelin' for you

Let 'em say we're crazy, I don't care about that
Put your hand in my hand, baby, don't ever look back
Let the world around us just fall apart
Baby, we can make it if we're heart-to-heart

And we can build this dream together
Standing strong forever
Nothing's gonna stop us now
And if this world runs out of lovers
We'll still have each other
Nothing's gonna stop us, nothing's gonna stop us now By MYMP

I couldn’t believe what happen just now. I knew he was an open minded person, but to expect this much of openness? I wanted to share the good news with my baby. But when I was passing the kitchen, I saw my mom doing the dishes alone. When she heard me at the archway to the kitchen she looked back and smiled.
I silently moved besides her taking a dish rag and started drying the plates on the drain rack. She gave me another fond smile. What good deeds did I do in my previous life to deserve such supportive and understanding parents?

“Did you know?” I asked her and she raised one eyebrow. “That dad was going to be okay about this?” She nodded.
“I knew he was going to be okay.” She wiped her hands on a dish rag and opened a cupboard to get things ready for coffee. Father drank coffee after the supper. “We didn’t discuss it. And I never mentioned it to him.” She put the kettle on and sat on a kitchen chair. I followed her and did the same. “I knew he was going to be okay with it because he’s a good person and an excellent father.” She reached out and touched my hand. “He wants what’s best for you.” She smiled and squeezed my hand.

“Thank you mom, thank you for loving me, loving us.” I said with feelings.”
“Nonsense, you silly boy, of course we love you both.” She stood up when the kettle started whistling. She had her back to me but I know she was shedding a silent tear. It’s a rare emotional moment because she never cried.

“I better go upstairs mom, before those two witches eat my poor Bas alive.” I stood up. “Or spoil him.” I added as an afterthought.

“It might be too late. I saw them dragging him to the library earlier when you and father were talking.” Oh! so they had been spying on father and me? I wasn’t planning on revealing what happened at the father’s study to them, at least not yet. Because they can be supper annoying sometimes. But it looks like they already know. It’s going to be unbearable with them. I wasn’t ready to answer any of their silly questions.
But I had no fear, because their room was looked and I could hear their computer speakers playing a movie. They’ve already gone to bed. Thank god!

When I opened the door, Bas was playing with Pikachu, already curled up on my bed. Jesus, he looked so good on my bed, special in just a short. We don’t have air-conditioners at home. We used overhead fans or we simply opened large bay windows we have in almost every room. Bas is used to Air conditioner too much. Must be why he’s feeling hot.

When he saw me coming he placed the cat on the bed and jumped from the bed and into my arms. I stumbled back with the force of his enthusiasm. I wrapped my arms around him and laughed softly. Seeing me, Pikachu too jumped from the bed and walked majestically towards us. I smiled down at her. She gave an arrogant patronizing look which could beat P’Rose’s and walked out of the door. I think she’s annoyed that I’m giving more attention to Bas. I’m sorry Pikachu, my baby needs pampering and I’ll get back to you later.
“Hey, are you that happy to see me?” I rubbed his smooth bare back.
“I heard what you were talking to your father.” He mumbled to my chest. I ruffled his thick mane.
“Don’t you know it’s bad manners to eavesdrop?” I playfully slapped his butt.
“I’m so happy, I’m so happy, I’m so happy…. I never thought your father would agree.” He crooned happily. I tightened my hug. “I thought I was gonna loose you again.” It’s my fault he feels so insecure about us. I need to make it up to him, somehow. I steered him to the window sill and sat him on cushions placed there. Then I opened the window.

The weather is remarkable. Not too cold not too hot. The soft breeze, the rhythmic singing of crickets and a few scattered dots of lights from fireflies added to the ethereal feel of the night. I gazed at the half naked boy curled up on the window sill drenched in the seductive light coming from the crescent moon.

“I'm sorry I left you that first time Bas.” I sat little bit closer and got hold of one of his hands. “I was afraid. P’Rose threatened me. She gave me the ultimatum. Leave you or leave the agency. I was afraid I wouldn’t be good enough for you with nothing. Because I would be nothing without the agency.” I slowly explained.

“And now?” Bad slowly ran his finger tips over my knuckles.

“Now I know that I won’t be anything if I won’t have you. No matter how rich or popular I became, without you by my side I’d be empty, hallow.” Bas scooted closer and lifted my hand to his face and place it on his soft cheek.

“What made you change your mind?” He mumbled to my palm, eyes half closed.

“When I left you, nothing made me happy. No matter what I did, be it a commercial, a lakorn, a fan meeting, I couldn’t seem to feel anything. It’s like I’ve lost colors in my sight, flavor of my taste, rhythm of my music. Something was always missing from my life, but I didn’t know I was missing you. I had to take pills to get some sleep because no matter how hard I tried I just couldn’t fall sleep.” Bas shook his head smiling down at his folded feet, my hand still nestled between his.

“I felt the same P, except I couldn’t seem to wake up. I was in and out of sleep for days my mom really got worried. If P’Jane’s death didn’t wake me up from my mood, I don’t know what would have happened.” He said bashfully.

It’s so obvious that we both can’t live without each other.

“But P, what if P’Rose threaten you again?” He suddenly asked fearfully. I touched his soft fluffy cheek.
“She won’t. I was at the edge of shattering due to her pressure, I went down really hard and it finally shook her to core. She’s been very supportive ever since.” No need to give the details of my downfall to Bas and worry him further. If the incident traumatized P’Rose this much then how much it would scare Bas? No, let the past be past.

“Come here.” I tugged his hand and he easily came to my lap. He looked beautiful in the moonlight, did I mention that already? He settled back on my chest and sighed happily. I traced my lips along his creamy neck. He smelled so amazing.

“We don’t need to worry about anything anymore. I promise that I will love you for the rest of my life.” I whispered to his ear. “And you are the only one holding the key to my heart.” Bas tilted his head up and I can see his eyes shining in the dim light. I get hold of his chin and up turned his face. I stared at his full lips parted in invitation. Slowly learning down I pressed my mouth firmly down on his lips.

“I will always love you P. Always have, always will.” He said confidently when I finally released him.