A/n – Mature content. Smut alert!
Crazy in Love (Bas)
You got me looking so crazy, my baby
I'm not myself lately so foolish, I don't do this
I've been playing myself baby, that I don't care
Baby your love's got the best of me
Your love's got the best of me
Baby your love's got the best of me
Baby you're making a fool of me
You got me sprung and I don't care who sees
Cause baby you got me, you got me, oh you got me
By Beyonce (Fifty shades of grey)
It's the after-party for the fan meeting just finished successfully.
My eyes followed P'Godt like a magnet. He looks like a daydream in his white turtle neck, leather jacket and ripped jeans. How did I get so fortunate to have him intimately? I craved him in my dreams but I never thought he'd feel the same.
I've never been with anyone before. Until that awkward screen kiss, I've never kissed anyone. Is it so pathetic that your first kiss happened in front of a camera crew? But I don't give a shit, cause it happened with P'Godt.
I stared at him with longing. I haven't spent any time with him since that night. That night I came in my pants embarrassingly just from kissing. I felt so pathetic I had a hard time looking at him. But P'Godt being the most amazing person in the world, made me feel better.
I don't know why I miss him so much every day. I want to spend every moment with him. I know it's not possible. Is this normal? Is it love or am I just confused? I don't want to be clingy too. I know P'Godt hates clinginess. I wish I could talk to someone.
"If you stare too hard, people are gonna know." Someone whispered near me. I jumped up startled.
"P'Kim, you scared me!" I pressed a palm to my chest. He's looking at me strangely.
"At first I thought it was only you." P'Kim drawled, tracing his thumb over the bottle of Corona in his hand. "Then I noticed a change in Godt too." He lifted his eyes from his hand that's holding the beer bottle and looked at me. There's this rare serious expression in his eyes.
I bit my lips and looked down at my folded arms between my thighs. "P'Kim..." I started but he stopped me with a look.
"Nong, I don't want to know the details. I just want you to be careful, okay?" He's looking at me with concern. "I'm sure Godt is a great guy." He sighed and scratched his head. He looks so uncomfortable. "It's just.... He has a lot to lose if this comes out. Know what I mean?" I felt a rush of affection towards him. He's really worried about me. I wish he's my actual brother.
"I know P'Kim, thank you for taking care of me." He smiled and ruffled my hair.
"I don't want you to get hurt. You're still young. So I want you to be careful, you know? About everything." He was telling me not to fall too easily. I think you are too late P. Looks like I have already fallen, at least halfway.
"So you really don't care?" I asked hesitantly. He lifted one eyebrow.
"Do I care that you like a guy?" I nodded. "I don't." He said solemnly. "If I did then I'm a hypocrite, aren't I?" His eyes traveled to Copter, sitting beside one of the staff and talking earnestly.
"Really?" I asked surprised that he spoke so out loud about him and Copter. I suspected them for sometimes now. He nodded and laughed bitterly.
"It's complicated." He tried to sound nonchalant yet failed. No wonder with P'Sprite and his father's company. Looks like P'Kim is in a real mess.
I saw P'Godt's eyes on me. He looked curious. P'Kim followed my eyes and saw us looking at each other. He sighed and got up.
"Take care kid and try not to be too obvious." He patted my shoulder and walked away. I felt my phone vibrate. I stared at the message.
P'Godt – Wanna get out of here?
I blinked several times and lifted my head to meet his eyes across the room. He's looking at me expectantly. I nodded.
Then he stood up and started walking out of the room. After a few seconds I followed him.
I had to run after him to catch up with him because he's got really long legs. I'm panting by the time I caught up with him. We slipped out without being noticed by any fans or staff and got in his car.
"Where are we going?" I asked buckling up.
"My place?" He asked backing the car out of the parking lot. I nodded. I've never been to his apartment.
I texted P'Kim that I'm leaving and to cover for me as long as he can. He texted back saying he would, fortunately, this time without any warnings.
He stopped in front of a building and we took the elevator to the top floor. P'Godt is looking at me with a small smile.
"Nervous?" he asked unlocking the door. I shook my head, although I felt a teeny bit nervous to be alone with him.
P'Godt's place is a studio apartment. In one corner his large king-size bed stood. A white sofa set and a little pantry and the dining area consisted of the rest of his place. It's not much but P'Godt had it decorated perfectly and elegantly. It really suits him.
"Want anything to drink, Nong?" He asked removing his shoes by the door. I shook my head and copied him.
"Don't be nervous." He chuckled and guided me to the sofa by taking my hand. "I won't do anything you don't like." He joked slumping down on the sofa taking me with him.
"It's just...." He crooned, leaning sideways to nose my jaw. "You drive me crazy." He whispered in my ear. His breath tickled my ear and goosebumps appeared all over me. "I want to do things to you...." He murmured. He popped opened my top button and pulled down the collar of the shirt I was wearing. I felt his warm lips in my collarbone.
My eyes fluttered shut and I'm totally under his spell. I felt his fingers fiddling with the rest of the buttons but I'm far too gone to stop him. Not that I want him to stop. His mouth is doing things to me and I'm soon incoherent.
I felt his lips brush on one of my nipples. I released a shaky sigh and arched my body. It's like touching a live wire. I never knew my nipples could give this much pleasure. A needy moan slipped from my lips. I don't know what he's doing to my body but it's turning me on like nothing.
He hauled me to his lap so that he can access my chest easily.
"Ah...." I arched my back and writhed on his lap when he started to suck on my nipples one after the other. The action brought our hard members together. I need more, like right now.
"Ummm...." I started moving on his lap holding on to his shoulders tightly whilst he abused my chest. The friction is bad between two heavy layers of clothing.
I felt P'Godt's hand slip between our bodies. He's fiddling with my trouser buttons. He tugged opened the row of buttons on my pants. Then he unbuttoned and unzipped his own jeans. I sighed in pleasure when our two members made contact only through thin materials of our boxer briefs.
"Ah.... P'Godt" I cried, my voice is two octaves higher than normal.
"Don't come," P'Godt warned and held my stuttering hips. His voice is lower than usual. We are both breathing heavily. He slipped one hand under my shirt and started caressing my back. He slipped his other hand to the back of my head and guided my mouth to his. He kissed me slow and languid for a minute but I want him to deepen the kiss. I gave an impatient noise and caught his face with both of my hands to deepen the kiss. He chuckled and opened his lips to kiss me deeply.I could feel his fingers tracing my spine, slowly, up and down, up and down, lightly dipping inside the waistband of my pants. I sighed and tilted my neck to catch my breath. His hand dipped lower and started kneading one of my ass cheeks. I placed my head over his shoulder and started moving with his hand. He would touch and caress my ass cheeks one after the other occasionally brushing the top of my crack. My breath would hitch whenever that happened.
Then he's slipping his hand deeper to trace my entrance with his fingertip. It's the most pleasurable experience I've had in my very limited sex life. I started moving faster.
"Ah....." And I am coming without warning.
P'Godt held me through the earth-shattering, most intense orgasm I've ever had.
"I'm sorry, I couldn't hold." I mumbled hiding my face in his shoulder.
"It's alright, Bas." He rubbed my back.
"What about you?" I asked feeling shy.
"I did too." He laughed his crooked smile and hugged me.
A/n – Am I writing too much smut? I'm sorry it's my nature. I hope you will tell me if you don't like it. Thanks for all the reads, votes and comments. I appreciate it so much. 😘😘😘😘😘
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