You called me your best friend
Said im your person
Then turned around and said I've been a bitch lately
You no longer love me
You no longer want me
Everyone stabs you in the back eventually I guess it's my turn
Mama when I told my friends why I'm in trouble they said thats not normal
When I told my boyfriend why you are mad he said thats not normal
When I told his mother things you would say to me she said thats not normal nor is it ok
Mama this is not ok
So I said goodbye I'll be back in a few days
both you and dad said never come home
Daddy thats not ok
Mama thats not normal
And I don't know what normal is
I grew up with you two so it took 18 years before I saw a normal parent in action
I don't know what normal is but I know when my boyfriends mama says she loves him before she leaves for work I get jealous
When she does everthing he needs her to do for him I get Jealous
When she apologises after saying something wrong I get jealous and confused
Mama thats not what you do
You blame me for everything
Even the losing keno ticket on the table is my fault
And you yell and scream
You both call me a bitch
Worthless
Fucked up in the head
And it sucks
It sucks that it took me so long to realize
That's not normal
