You pride and ego
Me insecurity and PTSD
We were a couple made in heaven just waiting to be sent to hell
And I always knew we would get sent down one day
Knew you'd deliver us there
Figured one day you would try to break me
Leave me in the dust while you moved onto better things
You can imagine my surprise when 2 weeks after the break up
2 weeks after the days I didn't eat because you no longer loved me
i stood up
Not a scratch on me
Realized you delivered yourself to hell and put me on the path to heaven
I see a therapist now
Go to church on the days I dont work
Pray to God
Go to the gym twice a week and praise this body he gave me
Realized I can love it without your approval
Realized I can love myself without your approval
I'm not in heaven but I'm closer to it then I ever was with you
Did you ever notice how I never would scream God when you fucked me
that's cause I knew you were satan
And im done with your games
