why am i still here?
im a waste of space period.
i try to be happy so i dont bring other people down but its getting really hard lately.
i cant just keep pretending like every thing is fine BECAUSE IT IS NOT.
im so miserable with my life i want to start over.
i want to know whats its like to have friends who text me during the day.
i want to know what its like being happy.
i want the life i never had..
i dont know what ti talk about with you anymore, we drifted A LOT since a couple weeks ago. i dont know what to say, i dont want to be boring or say something lame or whatever.
i dont know what to do with my life because there are so many things i want to say and do and i just cant.
im realizing so much stuff right now its just amazing that it took me so long.
like how nobody ever texts me during the day. if they really liked me, they would make an effort to still be in my life.
or how much youtubers lie to you. "i would be heartbroken if you guys killed yourself" BS. YOU DONT EVEN KNOW I EXSIST, HOW CAN YOU MISS ME.
i just dont want to go on.
much love, ♡
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sorry for a short letter, i felt i needed to update. not much is going on bc its summer and nothing is happening.
hopefully i might write more stories if i can get a working laptop. that would be nice.
well thanks for reading i guess.
bye.
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