Letters to Her

Letter Eight

Letter Eight

once, before i told you that i liked you, i asked if you could date anybody at this age. i didnt tell you that i liked you at the time so i just simply said i was just wondering.

if you havent figured it out, that was a lie.

not a complete lie, but i was actually asking because i really wanted to date you.

i dont know if i can, like i have said before my brother has when he was younger than me. i just really wanted to.

i still want to. i dont know what to even say though. if you have been reading my letters, i have said that i wanted a girlfriend. i thought that was kind of a hint, so you could've been expecting this.

i just feel so alone, and everyone else is all hugs and kisses with someone and i just want somebody who i know cares. i dont want you because everyone else has someone, i want you because i need you. i know you care about me. i know that. its really a nice thing to know.

i dont know why you would ever want to even date me though. i dont know why you even like me.

i dont want a girlfriend to kiss or do anything serious, i just want someone because i want to know someone cares. but i dont want someone because i dont want to get rejected and i dont want to get broken. if it was something where we could remain friends and nothing would've changed between us. i dont want where someone does something wrong so we stop talking to each other.

if we even started dating or whatever you wanna call it, i dont think much would change.

i dont have much else to say. sorry is this was lame. its just feelings for you, okay?

Much love, ♡