what is wrong with me?
why cant i just be happy?
my life is falling apart right now and nobody even notices.
i dont want people to notice. i just want people to care.
i cant live my life like this. i cant stand it. im constantly worrying about other people and other peoples feelings no matter how it effects me.
why do i care so much?
my summer in summary has been me crying over dan and phil.
they make me so happy, but yet so sad.
i dont know what to do anymore. i want to start over, but i cant. i need to stop thinking i can because whats done has been done and my mind wont let me just forget everything.
what is going on? why dont we ever talk anymore? what happened to us?
i dont know what to make of life anymore because it just seems so pointless.
if i cant even meet the people that make me feel like im the best, why even try?
lets face it, i will never be able to afford to go anywhere to meet youtubers. especially dan and phil. its hard to think about but its all i can think about.
i dont know what to do. im close to losing my mind here and nobody cares.
im done.
i dont know when ill write again but honestly i just wanna give up.
i dont know what to do anymore.
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Teen Fictionwhat happened to us? we used to be such good friends in the beginning. we lost each other and i dont know if i want anybody to come back. // A/N i WILL NOT mention any names. this story is true and i dont want any names to be mentioned, or even rep...
