During the day, with all of the stuff malu, leah, Elena, Charles, and Joey, planned for me I had a very eventful day. It was really fun, just to go out and have some fun, but tonight I honestly just want to go party. I'm not usually the one to go party, but I could make an exception. I got on my phone, and texted to the group chat with just us girls in it.
Let's go party tonight, just us girls🤪💋
I really just want too, I just wanna let loose, and go on with my life. I'm starting to get flashbacks with my daddy, the nightmares, the broken and emptiness in my heart, and just maybe I let loose , so will the heartache.
Whooo! New person? I'm liking it!😙 -Leah
one down 2 to go
IM so FLIPPING down, ready to let loose and have some fun!👻 -Elena
two down 1 to go
When have I ever missed a party? Obviously I'm down, getting ready see you guys at Cameron's in a hour? 😋 - malu
have I ever mentioned i LOVE having friends that love to party? I call Elena while I'm getting ready because to be honest, I don't wanna be alone.
"so what's been going on with you and Damon?" I ask Elena concerned. I mean come in I haven't saw the boy, in what a month or so? Ever since that party. "I haven't talked to him in a while honestly" she seemed down by it. I've never saw her down like this before. She's usually Elena. Happy. Cheerful. Excited. Never really sad. "Maybe try and talk to him?" I say trying to help. We really don't talk to Elena about her feelings only because, she don't seem like she has them. Although everyone in the world, at least one problem. To cleaning or bills or something to do with love or friendship or an enemy. They'll always be problem some how or some way. "Maybe I just don't think he wants to right now? Ya no? I think he wants space which I totally understand" she says with hope. That's nice that she has hope. I wish I have that sometimes. "anyways I'll see you soon I'm gonna go put my clothes on, I love you!" she says I love you too and I hear the line drop.
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i have been at this party for about a hour and thirty minutes, and I already regret it. All there is, sweaty bodies, whichh ish gross, honestly. & some pumpuing music. I'm a little drunk. I had a couple of shots and a couple of drinks. "hello pretty lady wanna come upstairs with me?" this random stranger attached himself on my arm and wouldn't let go. it was so tight. "please let go of me" i say as I'm jerking my arm away but not getting anywhere. "come on just a little bit of action" he smirked in a perverted way. "no no no stop" and I slapped him. he let go of me, but poured his beer all over me and started laughing. who does that. i should've ran upstairs and cleaned myself up, but all I wanted to do was leave and hear his voice. "hello sweets? what's wrong? why are you calling me so late?" he says with concern. "j-j-joey can you uhm come pick me up please" i was so cold and was crying. I honestly was a mess. I could barley get his name out. "where are you? I'll be on my way sweets" he ask me. " im at Cameron's please h-h-hurry" I should've known this was such a dumb idea.
