Your Fave <3

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Fitz's POV

I wake up around 2 pm due to being on call all night with Ash, Ryan, and John. I really really just want to freaking meet John already and give him the biggest hug ever. He means a lot to me. Why? Because I get to help him and in return I get to love him. I love him.

I love him

I long for his presence. It may sound weird but John has improved my life by letting me love him. Although he may not know that I love him so, it's ok. As long as he's there. As long as he's alive then I'm happy.

Obviously Ryan and Ash have improved my life too but I feel like Ryan and Ash like each other because they're always blushing at each other. Like Ryan had his top off a few months ago and Ryan was blushing at Ash just looking at him topless and Ash was blushing just for seeing Ryan topless. And they say it's just mutual and good old friendly feelings. Yeh right.

I decide to edit and upload a video whilst I wait for the others to wake up. I enjoy editing my videos because although by the time the video is uploaded, it was like 2 weeks since my last video, I know that it makes my subscribers happy and that's all that matters. I'm doing something that I love and put time and effort into and the outcome is my subscribers being happy.

By the time I'm done editing, I'm actually kind of hungry. I head to the kitchen where I find a letter on the counter. "Mom? Why have you left a letter on the counter?".

Soon my mom shouts back, "it's for you sweetheart".

Oh.

I pick up the letter to see it is to me but it says it's from:

your fave <3.

My fave? And there's even a heart. Now I'm really confused. I decide to make a sandwich and sit down to eat before I open it.

After eating I put my plate in the sink and take the letter back up to my room where I sit on my bed to read the letter. It says:

Hey Fitzy!
Thought I would write to you because I'm bored and I really want to meet you. You, Ash and Ryan have helped me a lot but you have helped me the most by willing to stay up all night to make sure I'm ok. And I respect that, so thanks Cam. When we meet at PAX in Texas I want to give you the biggest hug ever.
~ Your Fave <3

The letter makes me smile and my heart skips a beat knowing that Toby actually likes me enough to write to me - even though he did say he was bored but still, he did say that he really wants to meet me too so yeah. I can't wait for that hug. I turn over the paper to find some more writing:

Incase you're dumb and still wondering who wrote to you, it's me Toby.

His stupid sentence makes me smile and I take my phone out my pocket and call him. It beeps for a few seconds before he picks up. "Hey Asshole, I'm not dumb. Thanks for the letter".

I hear him laugh, "no problem. What you up to?".

"Not much you?".

"Getting over the fact that I actually got a good sleep.".

"Well that's good".

"How long till PAX now Cam?".

"Let me check the month one sec" I walk over to the calendar on my wall, "Well it's August now so like, I don't know, 2 months say?" My eyes widen realising that time has passed quick.

"No way!".

I laugh, "Yeh way Toby. 8 weeks and I see you. And you get the biggest hug ever like what you wanted to give me.". He's silent for a few minutes and I start to think that he lost connection, "Toby?".

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