A Youtube Ship || Tyan (Ryguyrocky X TinaTheTiger - Ash503)

A Moment

Ryan's POV

Ash comes back to my room with me as we leave Cam's room. Ash actually has brought some of her clothes and put them in my wardrobe she sleeps over that much. I promise nothing is going on! Ehem, anyway. We decide to head straight to bed due to it being 1 in the morning.

After 2 hours of trying to sleep, I give up. I just can't stop trying to figure out my feelings for Ash. I know it's been on my mind a lot lately but I can't help it. It's one of those things I just need to know I guess.

I shift my legs around, making them comfy, put my arms behind my head and sigh. I hear Ash move a bit. She sits up and rubs her eyes, "Ryan? What are you doing up?".

"Can't sleep".

"Oh?" She raises an eyebrow.

"Like, Love is like space. Or friendship if that's what you want. Take our friendship".

She hums, "go on".

"Well, take us two and make us into stars. So, Ryan and Ash are pretty cool stars. Ryan is a blue star and Ash is a green star. Scientists like them. Astronomers are always eager to learn more about them. And normal people... think they're pretty ok. Anyway, they form a constellation. A line".

"A line. Seriously Ryan" she giggles a little but let's me continue.

"Yeah! It's... a really cool line, of course it's just a line so people look at it and they think it's just another line in a sky full of pictures. It's nothing important, who cares about a damn line" I sigh, "but.. to anyone who looks closer, they see the pictures it can paint, the stories it's apart of. And they look further still, and they see the two stars, and they admire them." I shrug, "I don't know where I'm going with this but I guess what I'm trying to say is that other people might just see the line but I see the green star. I see what you're capable of and I see what you do. I see the love you pour out into the world and the lives you can change. I see the happiness you spread and I see the work you pour into everything you create. I see the pieces of you that other people wish they could have. I see how you make people want to make themselves better. I see how good of a person you are and I love you for everything you are and everything you do". She's silent and I feel like I've messed something up, "I just don't want to loose you..." I can feel myself starting to panic by thinking about what happens if I loose her.

"I don't want to loose you either" she says eventually. I start saying things like what if this happens and this happens then this happens, what if I, what if you, etc. Suddenly I can say no more because lips touch mine.

I get a quick kiss.

I open my eyes to find Ash kissed me. She's blushing lots and she sits up then stands up and is about to walk off but I grab her arm. She stops and she sits back down on the bed again.

I sit up whilst slowly letting my hand slip from her arm and down into her hands. I don't exactly know why all this is happening and why nothing bad is happening because I feel like something bad should have happened. Our fingers intertwine as we make eye contact.

I decide to break the silence, "come on. Let's go to sleep.".

She nods, "yeah". We lie down, still holding hands, and she cuddles up next to me. I wrap my free arm around her and we fall asleep.

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I wake up to find myself cuddling Ash. At first I'm confused but it all comes flooding back to me. My space rant. The kiss. Holding hands. The cuddling. Jeez. Did that all really happen? Bet a lot of blushing happened last night. Wonder how Cam and Toby got on last night. I grab my phone off the table and turn it on to find a message from Cam
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Fitz: Morning. Forgot to tell you I may or may not have kissed Toby yesterday at the pub. Blaming it on being drunk!