Jon paused and closed his eyes in attempt to get rid of the tears he didn't know were already forming. He couldn't let his friends see him cry.
He gripped his lighter a bit firmer before returning back to his state of only looking at the flame flickering out.
Chk.
"Holy shit."
Chk.
"I know."
Chk.
"How'd he... you know..."
Chk.
"Drowned himself in his pool."
Chk.
"Fuck, that's insane."
Chk.
"Do you know why he did it?"
Chk.
"Some people are saying he killed him self because he was gay."
Jon's breathing began to shaken.
"No way, he had that hot girlfriend!"
A tear slipped out of his eyes. Jon quickly brought his hand up to his face to wipe it away.
Chk.
"Oh yeah emiko is super hot. No way that dude was gay."
Chk.
"I heard she's hella messed up by it..."
Chk.
"Of course she is dumbass! That was her boyfriend."