I open my eyes and see the doctor. He's typing in a computer/heart monitor thing. He looks over at me. "Your awake. My name is Dr. Grey and I will be your doctor." He said. "Like the show?" I asked him. He laughed. "Just like the show." He said. I grin a little. Then he gives me a check up. "You're all set. You'll be sent out of the hospital tomorrow." He said. "Tomorrow?" I asked. "Yup. And you'll be transferred to a mental hospital for a few days." He said. My heart begins to race. A mental hospital? "But I'm not mental." I said. "I know. But you have to stay there for a few days Incase you get anymore...bad thoughts." He said trying to think of a way to say it. "Suicidal you mean." I said. He nods. "I have a question." I said. "Okay." He said. "How come I didn't die?" I asked. He stops doing what he was doing for a moment. "Um...well, you took a lot of pills and definitely overdosed but...you didn't take enough to did quickly." He said. But I took 25. That's a lot. I sigh. "Oh." I said. "I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said that." The doctor said. What does he think I'm gonna try it again. No way. "I'm not gonna...take more pills if that's what you think." I said. He nods. "Get some sleep." He said and he walks out of the room. He turns the light off so it's almost pitch balck in here. I look around. No one is in here. Good. I don't want anyone here. As soon as I get out of that mental hospital, I'm going straight to my parents house. The way my mom feels about me now, she won't even think to beat me. And if my dad beats me, my mom will stop him. It's perfect. So now I can get away from the boys. Im like a bomb. I don't want to be in their lives because I could explode at any second. Something could go wrong in my life and it could immediately effect their lives too. I love them. I don't want that to happen to them. I close my eyes. I'm very tired. It's completely dark outside. I just want this thing to be over with.
As I'm half asleep, I hear the door open, quietly. I don't open my eyes because I'm too tired. I hear footsteps walking towards me. I feel someone stroke my hair, softly. It feels so good. I just want to fall asleep. I open my eyes to see who it is. It's Daniel. "Dan-" I said before he cut me off. "Shhh." He said rubbing my head. I don't talk. I just look at him. "Don't speak. I just wanna see you." He said. I look at him. He's so cute. I feel so bad for him because I broke his heart. I'm such an idiot. He continues to rub my head and it feels so good. "Go to sleep, okay?" He said knowing I was struggling to stay awake. My eyelids get heavier and heavier until I can't keep my eyes opened anymore. I close my eyes. I'm about to fall asleep when I feel Daniel give me a soft hiss on my forehead. I miss him. I fall asleep.
