"Are we almost there?" Zach asked Jonah who's driving. "Yes." Jonah said. I open my eyes. I still have the teddy bear in my hand and I'm still laying on Daniels shoulder. I lift my head. I'm very dizzy. I feel nauseous. "I'm gonna puke." I said. "Not in my car, Riley. Can you wait?" Jonah asked. I nod my head and take a deep breath trying to hold in my puke. "Are you drunk? I can smell the booze." Corbyn said. I nod my head. "Just lay your head back and take deep breathes. We're almost at the hotel." Daniel said. "Hotel?" I asked laying my head back. I take deep breathes. "Yeah. We don't feel like booking tickets for a plane so we're staying in a hotel for the night." Jack said. At that moment, I almost threw up all over the car. "Jonah." I said in an inpatient voice. "It's literally right there. Hold on he said. He drives up to a parking spot. When he stops the car, I open the car door, lean over corbyns lap, and puke all on the ground. I've never been drunk before and to say it sucks is an understatement. I continue to throw up as corbyn rubs my back. "Alright. Let it all out." He said. And I do. When I'm done, I just rest on corbyns lap unable to get up because I'm so tired. "Wanna go to bed?" He asked moving the hair out of my face. I nod my head and lift my head. We all walk into the hotel and go to the front desk. "Hello. I have a hotel room booked." Jonah said. "What's your name?" The guy behind the desk asked. "I'm Jonah Marais." Jonah said. The guy types something on his computer. I feel nauseous again. I start to walk away front the boys and fine a garbage can or bathroom or something. Jack follows me. "Where you going?" He asked. "Bathroom." I said unable to speak or else I would explode. I see one and run into it. I run into a stall. I hear the bathroom door open a few seconds later. Jack walks into my stall. "Oh my god, Riley. How much did you drink?" He asked me. "Don't ask." I said. I get out if the stall and wash my hands. As I do that, I look in the mirror. My hair's a mess, I'm in sweatpants and a sweatshirt, and I look so tired right now. I look a mess. I turn and look at jack. "Let's get to bed." He said. He puts his hand in my back as we walk back to the boys who are waiting in the lobby. "Where have you guys been? We've been waiting." Jonah asked. "She had to use the bathroom." Jack said. "Okay. Let's just go to bed." Daniel said. We all get in an elevator to our room. Jonah grabs the keys from his pocket and opens the door. There's only two beds so we all have to share. I'm 100% fine with that. We walk into the room and turn on the lights. It's nice in here. Everybody walks in and puts their bags down. I don't have. A bag. I don't have anything except my teddy bear. I don't even have a hair tie. I sigh and walk into the room. I walk into the bathroom and look in the mirror. "Holy shit." I said to myself. I have a few cuts on my heels and a bruise on my forehead. I take off my pants and sweatshirt and t-shirt not even caring if they boys see me. I look at my body in the mirror. I have bruises everywhere. It hurts very badly. Zach walks in and stops when he sees me in my bra and underwear with my body all bruised and cut up. "Riley." He said knowing how badly I feel about it. All of a sudden, I feel light headed. A tear falls down my cheek. "Are you okay?" Zach asked. I turn around and start to fall down. Zach runs over to me and catches me before I hit the floor. "Are you okay?" He asked again. "I'm dizzy." I said weakly. "Okay. I'll get you water." He said. I just lay on the ground. Im in my bra and underwear and anyone could walk in and see my body like Zach did. "Hurry, Zach." I said as loud as I could. It was t that loud but he heard me. "Okay, coming." He said. He runs in with a bottle of water. He hands it to me and I take a sip. "You okay?" He asked. "Yeah. I think I just need to sleep." I said. "Okay." Zach said. "Wait." I said. He looks at me. "Can you get me clothes. These ones are...dirty." I said pointing to my bloody clothes. He looks at me and nods. "I'll get some of my clothes. Are you cold?" He asked not knowing what kind of clothes to get me. I nod. "Okay. I'll be right back. Cover up." He said. I nod and grab my clothes. I don't put them on but I cover myself with them. Zach comes back shortly after with sweatpants and a sweatshirt. I put them on. They're a little big but that's good. He helps me up. I put my arm around him and he helps me walk to bed. I get into the bed by the door. Daniel is already asleep in the other bed. I wanna kiss him goodnight but I can't get up. A tear rolls down my face. Why did this have to happen to me? Why did I have to get beaten up. I feel helpless. It's hurts so bad. I look at Zach. He looks at me. "Does it hurt?" He asked. I nod and start to cry. He sits next to me and gives me a hug. I cry into his shoulder. Corbyn walks out of the kitchen and sees me crying as Zach gives me a hug. "What's the matter Riley?" Corbyn asked sympathetically. "It hurts so bad." I said balling. "Shhh. Your okay. Your okay." Zach said. I take deep breathes and try to stop crying. I finally stop and just lay on Zach's shoulder as he continues to hug me. "You're drunk. You won't remember this in the morning." He said. I wipe my tears and lay down. "Get some sleep, okay? I'm right here if you need me." Zach said as he pulls the covers over me. I close my eyes. I keep sniffling. It hurts so badly. Zach counties to sit on the bed next to me. As I'm trying to fall asleep, I listen to everyone's conversations. I'm still holding my bear.