Stray Kids Imagines

Feel like I'm drowning {H.H}

The song above is
'I feel like I'm drowning- by Two Feet'
It's a really good song and I highly recommend giving it a listen! 💙
[⚠️WARNING ⚠️: The story gets pretty intense and serious. Well atleast for me]
Welp! Let's go ahead to the imagine!
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I was watching all the other people running around and having fun while I just sat there looking like a loner. Today our class took a field trip to the water park as a reward for our hard work on our exams. However, there's one problem. I can't swim. I didn't want to come but I had no other choice. Either it was come here or babysit my annoying little brother. Also, my friends forced me to.

Speaking of my friends.

"Hey! How you holding up?," Jaehyun, one of my best friends, asked while walking up to me soaking wet. "Nothing better than just sitting here by yourself as you watch everyone else having the time of their lives." Jaehyun gave a pitiful expression on her face. "Well, you can just dip your feet in the water or something?," she suggested. "No, I'd rather not take that chance and just stay here where it's safer. But don't worry about me. Go have fun! Go on, go!" She muttered a small okay and then went off to jump back in the pool with everybody else.
Hey. This isn't so bad. I can just lay back and rest. Close my eyes for a bit.

"Well, well, well. Look who we have here." I slowly opened my eyes to reveal the one and only, Hyunjin. Yes, a very good looking guy indeed. Almost all the girls in our school drool over him. (not literally DROOL OVER HIM but, you know, drool over him) Not only is he handsome but he's good at almost everything, especially picking on me. He bullies me almost everyday. If something good finally comes into my life, he always finds a way to crush it between his fingers.
"Seems like somebody is a loser.," he taunted and teased. I just decided to ignore him because I didn't want to give in to his games. "Ha! You're pathetic. No wonder your mother left you and your family." At that moment, something in me snapped. Broke into a million pieces. Then and there, I wanted to make him regret ever saying that. I wanted to put those words back in his mouth. I wanted to cry until I had no tears left to cry. I couldn't believe he'd have the audacity to even say something like that. Something that not even my family dares to talk about. With all my will, I tried to stop myself from shouting at him. "Please, just go.," I said quietly, suppressing every ounce of emotion I had at that moment. "Fine.," he scoffed then walked away.

As soon as he left, a tear shed, followed by another one. I quickly wiped them off before anyone would notice. Not that they'd be paying much attention anyways. Suddenly I heard Jaehyun calling my name. I looked towards her direction and saw her gesturing for me to go over there. Probably to ask for a favor. Hesitant, I decided to go check out what she wants. Great. She was in the deep side of the pool. 8 feet to be exact. I slowly made my way over, careful not to fall in. I stopped about a feet and a half away from the edge. "What is it?," I asked. But before she could say anything, I felt a sudden push, causing me to fall forward. Into the water. The last thing I heard before I disappeared below the surface was "Oops" coming from the familiar voice none other than, Hyunjin.

I can't say how exactly I felt at that moment. Afraid. Afraid I was going to die.
Trapped. Trapped below this water that I can't seem to get out of.
Angry. Angry at myself for not stepping up and doing something about the bullying.
Sad. Sad about what a mess of a life I seem to have.
Confused. Confused as to why this is happening to me.
Do I deserve this?
I don't know.
I feel like I'm drowning.
Not just from the water, but from all the pain and suffering.
Yes, I have amazing friends.
But that's just it.
Nothing else... special.
Should I just stop kicking when I know that's going to get me nowhere?
Should I let the water consume me?
Fill my lungs? My body? My soul?
Should I do what my mom did two years ago?
Just let go and let it take over me?
Is this really what I want?

•Hyunjin's point of view•
As I pushed Y/N into the water, I could see all her friends freaking out. "WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?!," Jaehyun exclaimed, clearly mad but terrified at the same time. Everybody tried to dive under. Trying to get a grasp of Y/N. "It was just a joke. It's not like she can't swim, right?... Right?" Nobody said anything. I stood there as nobody seemed to get a hold of her. And she hasn't risen to the surface yet.

Oh no, what have I done?

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So, how was it?
See I told you, pretty intense.
I'm pretty sure I'm going to make a part two to this.

Also I'm so happy that they finally chose an OFFICIAL FANDOM NAME for us!!
We're not just Skz fans anymore, we're stays! And we'll 'stay' with them til the end!! 💖

Feel free to request anything you'd like me to write!
Byeeeeee!!💟