I do love you // Jungkook x depressed! reader

Last day

All day I cleaned the house like normal. I cooked lunch for Mr. Jeon when it was his lunch break. I cleaned the house and even went outside for a walk through their garden. When I was in Jungkook's room, I saw a paper sticking out from under his bed. I pulled the paper out and froze. It was a drawing of me cleaning his room. I thought back to the time when I first cleaned his room. I had my hair pulled up into a messy bun and was wearing yoga pants, grey sneakers, and a regular white shirt.
I sat down on his bed and looked at the drawing. Only part of my face was showing due to the angle. I was vacuuming his rug with pursed lips. I smiled. Jungkook did love me. He loved me back then despite the things he said to me. I looked back under his bed and saw another sheet of paper. This one was a drawing of me staring at the stars with a look of wonder on my face.
I laid back on his bed and closed my eyes. I love that boy. He meant the world to me and with each passing day, my love grew and grew. I couldn't imagine a world where he didn't exist. Who would kiss me while I cried? Who would convince me not to attempt suicide? Who would hold me back from ending it all? No one except Jungkook had ever done these things. He was an ass at the beginning, but in the end he was sweet and loving. And that's more than I could ask for. I set the papers on top of his desk and continued cleaning.
Once Jungkook got back, I hugged him and refused to let go. Jungkook will be gone for a while. I need to remember his smell, his touch, his voice, his face. He chuckled and kissed the top of my head. He walked into the living room with me still clinging to him like a koala. He sat down on the couch and gave me a soft smile.
"Jungkookie, I saw two drawings under your bed today. They were of me. Why did you draw those?" I asked curiously. He chuckled and kissed my forehead while wrapping an arm around my waist.
"The first one I drew because you looked adorable and I fell in love with you while you cleaned my room. The second one I drew because I finally decided that you were the one I wanted to spend the rest of my life with. I want to get married with you, move in with you, have kids with you, grow old with you. I love you more than I can even understand. That's why." I blushed at his words and looked up at him.
That night, after dinner, I went up to my room which was the same room as before. I stood in the bathroom glancing from the shower to the tub. I wanted to take a bath because I haven't taken an enjoyable one in years and I've never had a jacuzzi bath before. But I always take showers so taking a bath would be kind of weird, wouldn't it? In the end I chose the bath because this was the last time I'd have a chance to take a bath here.
I filled the tub with water and found a jar of rose petals in the closet that I added to the bath. I pulled off my clothes and stepped in the tub, feeling the water surround me, calming my muscles. I let out a small sigh and pressed the button that activated the jets. I jumped at first but after a while, the feeling of the jets against my skin felt so good. The tub was large as if it was made for two people so I sprawled our my legs like a starfish.
I heard a knock on the door and Jungkook's voice. "(Y/n), are you in there?" I answered yes and after a couple of minutes of silence I heard "Can I come in?"
"No!" I shouted in surprise. "But it's my last day here and we haven't even done anything!" Jungkook whined. I rolled my eyes.
"So? I'm taking a bath go away!" Even though I was shouting at him to go away, my mind drifted. What if I let him in? What would happen? My face flushed at the thought and I shook my head, wrapping my arms around my chest to protect myself.
"But (Y/n)! Mom and dad are on the third floor and on the opposite side of the house! They wouldn't even hear anything!"
"You don't know that!"
It was silent for a little before I heard his voice again. "Yes I do." I gave the door a horrified look and immediately blushed a dark shade. "Jeon Jungkook! My god! Let me bathe in peace!"
"But (Y/n)! I'm going to be gone for such a long time! I want to remember what everything about you looks like and feels like! We won't be able to do anything for years!"
"We're still fetuses, Jungkook!"
"No we're not! I'm not and I've seen you in your bra, (Y/n). You certainly don't look like a fetus."
It was silent for almost five minutes so I relaxed again. It was silent for what felt like forever when I heard a knock on the door.
"Please (Y/n)."