By Your Side (Bakugo x Midoriya)

Chapter 11- Strange Feelings

Bakugo's Pov

The sun has risen and the room was too bright. All that light woke me up. I found myself still holding Deku. It took me a few seconds before I remembered everything that had happened yesterday but when I did I wished that Deku would never wake up. He looked so peaceful sleeping in my arms, no trace of tears staining his face. He had also regained his usual color. If he doesn't wake up then I won't wake him. Fuck classes. It's fine if we stay like this a bit longer, isn't it? 

I kept staring at him, completely fascinated. Four cute freckles on each side. Those big green eyes that now were closed. Eyes that could shine like stars. Green messy hair spread across his forehead. Soft pink lips slightly parted. Maybe I had never realized but Deku is not only cute, he's really beautiful. And I'm the only one who is seeing him like this. So off guard, unaware of my presence and my thoughts. Actually, I hate the way I think about him sometimes...

He was waking up. I panicked and pretended that I was still sleeping. I don't want him to catch me staring at him. I felt him getting up and whispering into my ear.

"Arigatou, Kaachan."

He gave me a kiss on the forehead and left the room. I'm not complaining but why does he keep doing that? I can't pretend that I didn't hate the cold that invaded my body when he got up. I can't pretend that I didn't want him to stay with me a little longer. I can't pretend I wasn't hoping for him to kiss me on the lips. I can't pretend I don't feel anything when I'm with him.

It's 7 a.m.. Why? Why couldn't I have closed the curtains? Stupid sun!

Midoriya's Pov

I just spent the night with Kaachan. Sleeping on his strong arms made me forget about everything else. But waking up brought everything back. My eyes ached from crying so much and I felt weak when I got up. I really wish he would have accepted sleeping with me the night Todoroki flooded his room. At least that day I didn't felt like life was ending.

But I'm kind of stupid, it's only 7 so I could have stayed with him. Or at least I could have woken him up. To be honest, his body heat was tranquilizing me.

I ended up preparing myself for classes a lot earlier than it was needed. A bit before I left the room someone knocked and Nyx ran to the door. I opened it and saw Kaachan. Nyx was trying to get his attention by rubbing herself against his legs.

"Can you pick up your fucking cat." I placed Nyx back inside my room and closed the door, we were on the corridor.

"Good morning Kaachan." He was looking at literally everything, except me.

"Morning. How do you feel...?"

"I'm..." I can't say fine... "... better, thanks."

"If that's so, I just wanted to say that anything that happened last night stays between us. I won't say a word and neither will you. And that meant nothing to me, you were crying and I just had to do something. As soon as we go to class it's like nothing happened. That's it. Understood, fucking nerd?"

I nodded and he went away. For some reason he got angry about yesterday, but it was him who came talk to me. If he didn't want to bother himself about this he didn't had to. And how can he say it didn't meant anything to him? Why would he even say that? Because it meant everything to me. But I think there's something else about this he is not telling me. I don't think he would be so gentle with me for no reason, after all, he kind of hates me...

It' pretty early but our classroom is probably already open so I'll go there.

"Deku!"

Before I could get out of the dorms I heard Uraraka-san calling me.