Violet Nights

Chapter 17

A/N: WARNING!! THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS SCENES OF SEXUAL ABUSE, READ AT YOUR OWN RISK!! IF YOU ARE UNCOMFORTABLE READING THIS, SKIP THIS CHAPTER!! SERIOUSLY, ITS GRAPHIC.

Thursday, 9:25pm--

"I've missed you, y'know~" Keith was being pushed backward onto his own bed. He couldn't move as he was forcefully pulled up onto the sheet and held down by his wrists. The man in front of him licked his lips and leaned forward, pressing them against Keith's neck to hear Keith's silence. "Mm~ Keith, why haven't you been texting me back? I thought we made a promise to never lose contact after you moved. Did you block my number?" Keith tried pulling his wrist away, but the other male was too strong. Even if he could have pulled away he wouldn't be able to at the angle he was in without snapping a bone. 

"Vince..you don't have to do this.." Keith protested, his leg rising a little below the other male, his ex-boyfriend, which went by Vince for short. As much as Keith struggled, he couldn't even get an inch from being out of his grasp. 

"Oh, but I do, Keith. Because I never got to do this with you and you left me at that damn school alone all of those years ago to deal with those assholes who hit me every single day. This is what you deserve, Keith. You deserve to be treated this way because you're just a bad person." Keith couldn't say anything, only listen to the words that were true that spilled from Vince's mouth/ He was a bad person and he knew it, he couldn't escape from the hard truth that ate at him every day. If there was even a good part of him, it had a hard time pushing past all of the dark clouds to get to the sky. 

"Is this what you always do to those who can't satisfy you? Leave them for the rats in a shithole? I know I may have been bit clingy, but damn--" 

"You're right." Keith finally said, letting all of his body strength give in. "I'm a bad person, yeah. And you didn't deserve that. Because you were a good boyfriend, Vince, and believe me, I did love you. At least...I think I did. But I don't deserve someone like you. I don't deserve anyone."

Vince stopped for a moment before completely disregarding any of the words that Keith had said. He dipped his head forward and pressed his tongue against Keith's neck, running it down to his collarbones. 

"Ah..you still taste the same as I remember~" he murmured, climbing all the way on top of Keith, knee in between Keith's thighs. He rubbed against his crotch for a moment before violently grabbing Keith and pulling him upward to flip him onto his stomach. He didn't let go of his hands but for a moment to pull out handcuffs and locked them around Keith's wrists.

"I didn't come unprepared." Vince said in a deep tone before continuing to remove Keith's clothing one by one. 

"No..please don't do this..Vince, you're better than this.." Keith whispered, his face pressed against the bed. The other male propped his rear up and slapped him roughly.

"No, shut the fuck up, Keith! This is what you deserve! I've wanted to feel myself inside of you for as long as I could remember, and you are not backing out this time. You sucked me so good then you left me to please myself. I am not letting that happen again."

Keith let out a loud scream as he felt Vince's length be violently and pushed into him all at once. It hurt more than anything he had ever felt before and stung like a million wasps. It didn't help that Vince mercilessly began pounding inside of him over and over again, making Keith scream as loud as he could. Tears began rushing down both of his cheeks, flowing into what felt like a river on his bed. He felt his insides rip over and over shredding and making him bleed. 

"Stop!! STOP!" Keith screamed, trying to squirm away from him but his legs shook violently and went weak. 

"I'm not stopping, Keith! Not until I wreck you and then you know what it feels like to truly be in pain for once in your life! Maybe then you'll have some respect for those who thought you cared about them!"

When Keith wasn't screaming, he was whining and crying the loudest that he could. Maybe someone would hear and come to save him. But as each minute that he was in pure hell passed, no one came. His body moved back and forth over and over and over...

"AH!!" Keith screamed louder. He was growing much more weak with each thrust pushed into him to the point where his screams turned into mere whines and pleads for Vince to stop. He wanted to die. And he wanted to die by his own hands, not by the ones of the one who was raping him until he bled. 

"Mm~ You feel so good, Keith~ Why didn't you let me do this before?" 

Keith said nothing until he felt an unprepared and sudden rush of liquid flow into him. It stung even worse as he pulled out and let his insides spill out onto the bed. He undid the handcuffs and put his clothes back on, leaving Keith lying in a mess of his own fluids, every inch of his body aching and throbbing from pain. He cried, tears running down his cheeks and his temples, trickling the insides of his ears as he lied there. There was no doubt about it, he was permanently scarred and broken. Nothing would ever fix this. No one came to save him and no one ever be. It was that night that he decided that no human was good. Not even himself. He could only find himself to trust Shiro and not even he would know about the night Keith had been stripped of his virginity, unwillingly. But he wouldn't die..because death wasn't an option at the moment. Not before that lowlife asshole paid for what he did to him. Not before Keith made sure he was sealed in prison for life. 

No, he wouldn't die. Not yet.