(Possible Trigger Warning)
Finally, a street I recognise.
"Harvey, wake up we're almost home."
I gently rock him back and forth in my arms with excitement.
Harvey cutely groans and his beautiful eyes try adjusting to the blaring street lights shining on his face. I carefully place him on the ground and he ends up stumbling a couple of times, but soon finds his feet. We link our hands and stroll down the street together. We take a right and there's Harvey's... house... Oh my-
Harvey
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I don't want to believe what my eyes have shown me. This has to be a dream. Why do I feel so unwell... Why do I feel so damn unwell?
"Jay help me!"
I grasp onto his shoulders and violently shake him. I'm scared. I'm so. damn. scared.
An unhealthy amount of tears flow from my saggy eyes and I begin to tear hair out my scalp. I'm having a mental breakdown.
I cannot control myself.
"Harvey! Please calm down! Stop this right now! You're scaring me!"
Jay rapidly pulls me into a hug and squeezes me extremely tight so I can no longer harm myself.
"Calm. down."
Jay sternly whispers in my ear, but I struggle to hear him over my heavy crying.
"How on earth can I stay calm with my house burnt down and my mother lying there dead beside it!"
I scream from the top of my lungs, I can feel Jay trembling against my panicking body.
At this very moment, I trace back to a dream. I remember a certain voice, not knowing who it was at first, and he was my hero. He saved me from the strangers who were attacking me. That 'hero' is Jay... Jay is my hero. He's helped me multiple times just out of pure kindness and he's transformed me massively, he deserves the world. I love him and will always remember him.
The dream fades away leaving me staring blankly into Jay's eyes. I lean in and kiss him passionately, giving him my all. After a while we part and I grin at him. I can tell Jay is so overwhelmed with everything, I feel sorry for him.
Further in the distance, I spot a car heading this way. I hate to have to do this but I shove Jay off me and stand in position on the road.
"I'm sorry, Jay. I really love you and I appreciate everything you've done for me. But unfortunately I cannot live any longer. Goodbye, Jay."
I extend my shaky arms and shut my watery eyes tightly.
Jay
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"What?! Harvey! No!"
I attempt to run out after him but it's too late...
"Harvey!!"
My body is shaking tremendously from all types of emotion. I fall to the ground and hurdle into a ball, bawling my eyes out.
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