Breaking Point (Sequel)

Chapter 13

Sara's POV

I can't come to think of a word that describe how love makes you feel. The feeling is simply indescribable. The way I feel when I look into my children's eyes is also indescribable. I get the warmest feeling inside of me when their eyes connect with mine. To know my babies are something that I created, something I made is unbelievable. It's the same feeling I get when Harry tells me how much he cares about me or when be wraps his arm around me. That is what I call love.

"What do you want to do today?" I asked Harry as he walked into the living room.

"I have an interview today." He said simply, not looking up from his phone.

"Oh well what time is it at, maybe we can do something before you have to leave."

"I have to leave in like ten minutes." I looked up at him. You would think he would have mentioned this to me earlier.

"Ten minutes? You didn't think to tell me about this?" I asked, a little angry. "What if the twins had a checkup or I had already made plans?"

He looked up from his phone for the first time in this conversation. "I'm sorry, I didn't think it was a big deal! Would you like me to get you a schedule that shows what I'll be doing everyday for the rest of my life?"

"All we have to do is communicate better and without the sarcasm would be nice."

"Whatever, I have to leave anyways. I'll see you later." I didn't bother saying goodbye as he felt. I couldn't help but cringe as he slammed the door shut.

What just happened? We were having such a nice day and then we just blew up like that. Everything seemed to be going good for us. We are finally starting to get settled into the new house and finally starting to feel like a family. Not every relationship is perfect and this just proved that.

It's 3:00 so that means it's time to feed Addison. I made a schedule so I don't have to feed both the twins at the same time. I feed Aiden fifteen minutes after so it gives me time to feed Addison and get his bottle ready.

I walked into the kitchen to heat up the first bottle while the twins are still asleep in their rocking chairs. I hate having to wake them up to feed them but they usually fall asleep while their eating anyways. I can't wait until Aiden and Addison are older so Harry and I can interact with them and be able to do more than watch them sleep. I tested the milk in the bottle, on my wrist to see if the temperature was right. As usual, it was so I made my way back to the living room.

I set the bottle down on the side table and lifted Addison out of her chair. She moved a little but didn't wake up. I laid her across my legs and began to gentle rub her stomach. Within a few seconds, her eyes fluttered open and she began to wake up. "Hey baby girl."

I ran my finger down the bridge of her nose and a small smile played on her lips. Within seconds, the smile disappeared and it was if it was never there in the first place.

By now her eyes are open wide and she is looking around the room. I placed her in my arms and held the bottle to her mouth. Almost instantly she latched on and began to eat. I began to close my eyes for a few seconds as I haven't gotten much sleep lately. With all the unpacking, buying stuff for the house, and dealing with two babies, I haven't been sleeping much. It also doesn't help that Harry is always doing stuff for the band. If it isn't an interview, it's a photo shoot or a private concert. I understand Harry's job is extremely important but I haven't been out since the twins were born. I can't even remember the last time I hung out with Eleanor, Emma, or Perrie and I haven't even seen Samantha in a few weeks. I just wish I had more time to do the things I like to do.