This Is How I Disappear (Negan/OFC)

Chapter 52

——— Negan's POV ———

I have no fuckin' idea why Eldritch's men hauled ass out of his compound yesterday. We stayed up all fuckin' night ready for an attack from them, but nothing ever happened. I even warned Hilltop and Alexandria to be on the fuckin' lookout, but they didn't see shit. I also radioed my guys watching Eldritch's compound to see if they started to move the fuckin' biters, because I do not want a fuckin' surprise herd on my goddamn doorstep again. But the dead never fuckin' moved. So I'm fuckin' stumped about it.

Something got them all riled up, but fuck if I know what. I can only hope that it doesn't mean bad fuckin' news for Chuck.

As it is right now, I'm on the fuckin' road with my usual guys to pick up my picture. But I'm taking extra precautions. Namely, I've loaded the fuckin' car with extra guns. Well, maybe it's not just for precaution sake... I know it's fuckin' dumb, but part of me is itching for a fight. All this shit is fuckin' getting to me and I'm like a goddamn powder keg ready to blow. I don't know how much fuckin' longer I can keep playing nice with Eldritch. I'm doing it to keep Chuck safe, I keep telling myself that, but my nerves are fuckin' fried. Not to mention that I feel like a goddamn pussy for not busting that fucker's head in every goddamn chance I get.

If I get another picture like the last one, I'm gonna fuckin' kill every motherfucker at that fort. I know it. I can't take seeing fucking Eldritch with his hand on my girl. And I can't take seeing her look like she just got fucking hurt.

"Maybe there was some sort of emergency," Arat breaks me out of my thoughts from her seat in the back. "Maybe Eldritch has guys posted away from his compound that were in trouble and that's why all his guys left yesterday."

I shake my head. I don't think that's what it was. If Eldritch wanted to have guys outside his compound, they would've occupied my fuckin' empty outposts. But they're still fuckin' empty. He hasn't done shit with them.

One of the other guys in the back throws his two cents in. "Nah. He's gearing up for something."

That sounds more goddamn likely. Just as I turn my body to address the guys in the back, I see a fuckin' car headed straight fuckin' for us coming from a side street. I don't even get a chance to say a goddamn thing before the car t-bones us on the back driver's side. Dwight overcorrects which causes us to fuckin' veer to the left and flip. I'm not sure how many times we go ass over end, but we end up on our fuckin' roof.

It takes a few seconds before I realize what's going on after we stop moving. I groan in fuckin' pain and look around. Me, Dwight, and Arat are all hanging upside down by our seatbelts. My other two guys weren't so lucky. One isn't even in the car anymore. I guess he got thrown out of one of the broken windows. And the other is so fuckin' mangled that I know he's fuckin' dead.

In my periphery, I see movement outside of my window. Some guys are coming toward us, but I can't really see who it is. Though I have a fuckin' feeling. And my feeling proves fuckin' correct when I hear a voice.

"You still alive in there, Negan?" Eldritch fuckin' yells in a teasing voice.

Arat groans behind me and unlatches her seatbelt, sending her to the floor with a thud. Well, the roof, I guess.

"Can you fight?" I ask her quietly, still upside down myself. I can't get my hand to the goddamn button on the seatbelt to let me out.

"Yeah," she whispers back.

I can hear her moving around, no doubt looking for a fuckin' gun.

Eldritch's voice calls out again. "If you're not dead already, I'm gonna fucking kill you, Negan. You know that?" He's not messing around anymore. He's not trying to do that calm, smug shit he always does. Now he just sounds fuckin' unhinged. "And you better believe that I will make damn sure that it'll be after I kill all the rest of your people and burn that ugly fucking factory to the ground." He laughs like a fuckin' crazy person. "And I will make you watch, Negan. Watch your people die. Watch your home crumble. And watch as I make that sweet girl of yours mine."