Changed/solby

part 7

"Im sorry sam"
"Its not your fault Colby" his eyes were dark his cuts exposed.
I kept apologizing I knew it was partly my fault I should have noticed sooner.
A doctor came in and did a check up on sam
"Mr.Brock can i speak to you outside of the room please"
I nod i kiss sam on the cheek before heading out.
"I talked to his nurse and we both agreed it'll be In Samuels best interest to go to a mental hospital for a few months"
"Like where crazy people go?"
"No no its for people with problems like his " I nod slowly trying to take everything in.
"Here's a few his insurance will cover and a few others that won't I suggest doing lots of research and a few visits. We will be keeping Samuel here until you find one we will allow him to go for visits "
I took the papers from the doctor and thanked him
"We already talked to him about it so he should already know" I nod and head back in the room
I sat next to him and we sat in silence I told the guys they can leave and that I'd catch them up on everything later.
"Colby I'm scared"
"What are you scared of love?" I said grabbing his hand. he flinched away and I frowned.
"I don't want to go i want to stay with you" i gave a small smile.
"It'll be OK sammy i will come everyday and visit OK and maybe I'll be able to stay some nights. " he nods still showing no emotions. I sat on his hospital bed
"We are going to do what ever we can to make you better sam"
"i don't want to be better" he said looking off from the distance. I pulled his chin to face me and i kissed him softly. he jumped at first but soon melted into the kiss. I soon pulled away
"trust me it'll be OK"
His eyes finally lightend and he gave me a small smile
"I trust you. "
I stayed with sam in the hospital that night after I called Elton to tell them what was going on I fell asleep next to sam.
The next morning i woke up to Aaron coming in the room
He mentioned for me to come out so we don't wake sam. I go out the door and meet him
"I thought you might have wanted to go home and take a shower I'll watch him "
"Thanks Aaron a lot"
"No problem" I gave him a greatful smile and a side hug before heading back home. I took a long hot shower thinking about the incident that happened the day before. I threw on Sam's beyond the norm pink hoodie and some pants. I grabbed my laptop and started doing research on some of the mental hospitals in the area they told me to check out. It took a while but it think I found one that may work.