Changed/solby

part 18

I've had no time to write this week 😔😔
After a short second he pulled away
"I uh we should get back to work" I nod and we finish work in silence.
Once we finished we went back to our rooms. I started pacing back and forth i felt like I was going. Crazy
"What have I done"
You screwed up the best thing that's ever happened to you just because you were mad at him
"I know that idiot "
And here i am talking to myself i am a crazy person I mean that is why I am in here...
"Ugh why did you tell me to do that!!!"
You need some new drama in your life
"But why....my life already sucks"
No answer
"Fuck you"
You do realize you told your self that right?im just the voice inside your head
"I know that you just seem so fucking real ugh!!!!!" I threw all the things off my desk now getting angry at myself.
There was a knock on the door
"Come in" I mumbled.
And there it was.
The regret sitting in my stomach again as the blue eyed boy stood in front of me staring into my soul
OK sam act normal nothing happend he doesnt need to know right?
"Uh hi sam"
"Hi colby" I looked down trying to avoid his gaze
"Can we uh talk about what happened yesterday " he had a bruise by his Nose Assuming it was from him and Aarons fight
"Aaron told me he stopped by and I just wanted to explain myself"
"There's no need to explain colby I already know what happens and no matter what you say it isn't going to change my mind about how I feel about the situation"
"Sam please...its not what it looks like...."
"Oh really because what it looks like is you got your feelings hurt and decided to take it all out on our friend!" He stayed quiet
"Exactly what I thought"
There was another knock on the door
"Come in"
And there stood the brown hair boy i kissed a few moments earlier
"Uh hi sam" he blushed colby definitely noticed
"Uh they wanted me to come by so we can get to know each other more i guess the more we know each other the more work we can get done"
"Ya OK Jake give me like 5 seconds to finish this conversation OK?"
"Ya sure I'll be outside your room"
"OK"
He smiled and walked out
"who's that" colby growled at me.
"That is my new friend..my only friend here "
"He does know you have a boyfriend right because the way he looked at you said other wise "
"Why do you keep picking fights colby! "
"Why wont you answer my Damn question!!"
"because it never came up OK!" I felt bad for lying.. but I need colby in my life..he just wouldn't understand why I did what i did i don't even understand why I did it
"your lying"
My heart started to race
"Your cheating on me sam aren't you"
I started to sweat I looked I'm in the eyes
"No. I'm not cheating on you"
What the fuck have i done....
Sorry its short I really wanted to update today but I've been crazy busy with classes and work.
I don't have classes on monday so I should be able to post then
Also sorry for the lack of updates school is #1 rn
Love you all ❤ hope you've had a great day!