Changed/solby

part 9

"What do you think Mr.Brock "
I think that i don't want sam to go anywhere
I think i just want sam to stay with me so i can protect him
I think none of this should have happened
I think this is my fault
"I think we are going to go for it" he gave me a bright smile
"Excellent Mr.Brock I have some paper work for you and we can get your friend in as soon as tomorrow "
I nod and filled out a few papers.
"Alright Samuel Golbach will be staying in room G34. For the first month. And will have a roommate the in a month from he moves in. Here are our visiting hours it was very nice to meet you Mr.Brock" I smiled and thanked him as i got in my car i just cried i didn't want this to happen. Its my fault its all my fucking fault. I punched my steering wheel before pulling out of the parking lot.
I got back to the hospital I felt no emotion what so ever.
I was exhausted from all the crying and screaming i did in the car ride back. As i walked to his room his laugh filled the halls making my ears ring. I felt a smile creep up to my face not remembering the last time I heard him laugh like that I walked in his room Elton and Aaron were there sitting next to him As they all were laughing. they stopped when they saw me
"Colbyyyyyy took you long enough" sam said still giggling
"Hi love"
I sat on the bed next to him as he jumped in my arms i hugged him back of course. not wanting to let him Go.
"Awwwwww!! You guys are to cute" Elton said as well heard his camera going off.
My eyes widen and sams cheeks went red. i almost forgot they were in here.
"When are y'all going to make it official"
Aaron asked i played dumb of course
"What do you mean?" i instantly regret it when i saw sam's face dropped
"I mean...you..and sam??? Is solby like real?"
"That's for me to know" i winked at Aaron causing laughter to fill the air once more. the doctor came in once again for a quick check up
"Colby can i speak to you" i nod and followed him out as all eyes burned into the back of my head.
"We got a call from L.A. house for the better saying samule golbach is a new client there as early as tomorrow is that correct?"
I nod
"Yea I set it up this afternoon i hope that was OK?"
"Yes thats fine. we will release sam today and we will give you a day with him before he has to move in "
I nod
"We feel you should be the one to break this news to him" I nod again and went back to the room. Elton and aaron stayed a while but honestly I couldn't tell you what we talked about I zoned out thinking of a way im going to tell sam and how we are going to spend our last day together.
"alright sam im glad we were able to hang out but i should get back home and get some work done. I'll see ya later buddy" Elton said giving him a hug
"Ya I should get back and check on buddy by sam!" He waved and they walked out
"Whats wrong Colby"
"Hu nothing is wrong" I said obviously lying.
"So I uh checked out a mental hospital today" his face fell the once sparkle in his eyes are gone again. 
"Oh"
"I signed you up for L.A. house for the better you move in Sunday"
I didn't know it was even possible but his face fell even more.
"Oh"
"I'm really sorry sam I just didn't know what else to do and i want you to get better I really care about you sam"
"If you care about me you would find a way for me not to go there" he said through gritted teeth.
My heart sunk I thought I was doing the right thing.
"Sam your not doing well you need help "
"Colby I said I didn't want to go!"
I sighed.
"There isn't anything i can do they were going to keep you here if i didn't....."
"Then let them keep me here at least I can see you anytime I want"
"You can there..."
"Colby you don't get it do you"
I froze not knowing what to say anymore
"I've been there before" i was surprised he never talked about that
"I went right before i met you my parents thought I there was something wrong with me because I didn't eat a lot and I'm so scrawny so they took me there after a few months of being there they realized nothing was wrong with me. i was just small and let me go. That place isn't a good place colby they say we get to do all these things but in reality they lock us in the rooms and only let us come out to clean the place before visitors come. "
i can't let him go there I just can't.
"Sam im so sorry..."
"and what am I going to tell the fans I'm going to be in a mental hospital for god knows how long and won't be posting anymore"
"Sam don't worry about the fans they will understand"
"Ha sure and you will forget about me and not visit. at least that's what my parents did and when i came back I...."
He slowly stopped talking. I'm guessing not wanting to bring back feelings
"I can't go back Colby"