The Nerd Has Benefits (BoyxBoy)

| Alex |

Chapter 46.1

"Yeah dad, you don't have to remind me. I already fed the fishes, water the plants, and if it makes you happy, I already killed fifty ISIS members last night. Satisfied?" I ask sarcastically and roll my eyes with annoyance, trying to resist myself from breaking my phone.

I hear him sigh in frustration. "Don't use that tone with me Alex. I am just simply reminding you to do your chores. You just ran off the house like a loose dog overnight." He says with annoyance.

I roll my eyes and huff. "Oh, just like how you randomly disappear in the middle of the night going to some strip club and fucking some random whore." I spat out of anger.

He sighs in exhaustion. "When will you ever let that go? I've told you,  I already stopped doing those things." He simply stated. I roll my eyes once again. When will he ever stop lying?!  I guess stopping from going to strip clubs means secretly driving away in the middle of the night while his wife is busy working on her night shift is his definition of stopping.

"Whatever." I said and quickly tap the end call button on the screen.  I locked my phone then  put it on top of the table. I cross my arms in frustration. I can't handle lies in my life, especially if its coming from my own damn father.

I close my eyes and begin rethinking my life. Why do bullshit loves me so much? I sigh and let out an exhausting breath. The sweet smell of coffee surrounds my nostrils as I open my eyes. People were too busy doing their own damn to-do-list.

"Hey." A familiar deep voice spoke. I turn my head towards that familiar voice.

"Oh, hey." I let out a cheeky smile. Xander.

His breathtaking blue ocean eyes stares at my green ones. His grey shirt alone with his black sweatpants covers his body perfectly. His jaw is cover with stubble that adds to his attractiveness.

"Sorry I'm kinda late. I just finished smoking. You know, the only way I can let out my frustration." He says as he sits down on of the wooden chairs and faces me with an exhausted look. "It's okay." I say and nod my head with approval.

He let out with a small smile, a smile that seems so....fake, I know that he is still heartbroken and he wanted to talk to me ever since the talk with Zac.

"Not doing great are we?" I asked him. He smirk and chuckle. "Same to you. Seems you're about to break your phone earlier." He says as he picks up my phone and wave it in front of my face. I chuckled and snatch my phone from his hand. "It's just my stupid dad being stupid again." I said as I put my phone inside my pocket.

"He is still cheating, ay?" He asks as he crosses his arms. I nod my head and roll my eyes. "Tell me about it." I said. He chuckles again.

"Uhm, so you want coffee?" He asks. I shook my head. "No. I'm fine." I said. "Well, suit yourself. I'm gonna go and order one." He said and stands up from his seat. I watch him walk his way towards the counter.

He is so tall. He is about 6'5 and I look like a dwarf when I stand besides him. His body figure is lean. The way his muscles flexes when he moves his arm is a big turn on. How could Zac reject this piece of meat?

He came back with a cup of coffee on his left hand. He sits down and sips on the cup. I watched his adams apple bop up and down.

"It's too hot." He says as he puts the coffee down the table. He starts fanning his tongue by sticking it out. God, that tongue is so pinkish and long. Fuck.

"Something wrong?" He asks as he looks me in the eyes. I shook my head and laugh. "Uhm, no. I just remembered something." I said.

He nods then sips on his coffee again. "So how are you doing?" I asked him. He puts down his coffee then looks at me with a bored typical look. "You know, still broken."

His eyes glimmers with sadness. The way that his entire expression changed tells me that he is in fact devastated.

"Look, what do you find in Zac that made you feel this way? It's clearly making you insane for him." I ask him as I look him straight in the eyes with a worried look. He smiled then chuckles.

"Oh, if you knew Zac from day one, then you would know how sweet he was when he was a kid." He says as he tries to recall a certain memory. "He would always visit me when I'm sick with his expensive toys. Even when the other kids hates him for his attitude, he was different when he is around me and it made me feel......special." He says as his eyes lits up with different kinds of emotions.

"Maybe because you're his only friend." I simply told him. He chuckles and shook his head. "For his eyes, yes, but for mine, I see him more than just a friend." He says as a sad smile appears on his lips. "I just don't know why how another random guy totally made Zac fall head over heels for him. It makes me so fucking confuse and mad." He angrily says. His hands curl together, forming it into a fist.

"Woah, calm down." I quickly say as I touched his hand. He looks me in the eye and sigh with exhaustion. "Sorry, I just feel so fucking confuse right now." He says. "It's alright to be confuse Xander. It means that you're questioning the things around you. It also means that you are thinking logically. It's okay to wonder. Trust me." I said.

He nods his head with agreement. "Yeah, you're right." He says.

Man, he really needs a break. I need him to do something to get Zac off from his mind.

"You know what. I need to get you to somewhere that can be a way for you to ease your mind." I said. I stand up from my chair and grab his left hand and made my way towards the exit. "Hey! where are you taking me?" He asks.

"Did you bring your car?" I ask as I faced him. He nods.

"Great, I need you to drive us to somewhere."

"Where?"

I faced him with a playful smile on my face.

"To a gaybar."