The Nerd Has Benefits (BoyxBoy)

| Alex |

Chapter 46.2

"Are you sure that its the right time to go clubbing on a Wednesday night?"

Xander asked as he looks at the road cautiously.

I chuckled in response.

"Of course! Everybody is in a mood for clubbing every night. Especially the gays." I say in excitement.

He let out a small chuckle as a response. I look at him as he focus his eyes on the road. The way the city light glimmers inside his sad eyes made me smile. Its amazing how the light made his eyes seems happier.

It is a perfect illusion.

He notice my unwanted gaze and he quickly look me with a curious look.

"Something wrong?" He asked as he stares at me with gawking eyes.

I shook my head then smiled. "Nothing. Just keep on driving."

He sighed then went back on looking at the road.

I continue staring at him.

Bewildered thoughts starts invading my mind. Of all the people, why him?

Why did you have to fall in love with him?

Why did you have to go through shit because of him?

Why did you let yourself be a fool for him?

Why did you have to go head over heels for him?

Why couldn't it be...

Why couldn't you just love...

Why couldn't it just be....me...

I shook those thoughts away. No, you already know that he likes someone else. Love perhaps.

I just have to help him to his pain. Help him forget.

Becuase thats what I promised to him.

I sigh and close my eyes wishing that we are already in the club.

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Moments later, we arrived outside the club. I hear the music blaring loudly and everyone outside was acting hype.

"I'm starting to think that this is a bad idea." Xander says as he looks at the group of people laughing outside the establishment.

I look at the group of people who are laughing along. Some guys are wearing neon colors. There are also some women who are dancing along with the other guys.

"Who dances outside a club?" Xander asks as he looks at me with confusion.

"You sound like you never been into a gay bar before." I asked him jokingly.

"Yeah, I never been into a gay bar before." He stated.

My eyes widens in shock.

"Shut up." I said in shock.

He shrugs in response and smiled.

"Shut up!" I said again and punch his left arm.

"Ow! What was that for?" He asks as he rubs his left arm and laughs lightly.

"You, a bi-sexual hunk who happens to fuck guys, never been into a gay bar? Who are you fooling here?" I asked him as I raise any eyebrow and cross my arms.

"What? I'm not really open with my sexuality yet. Plus, I had no one to come with me yet." He explains.

"Well, I'm here. Wait! So you're telling me that I'm the first one who took you here?" I asked him, bewildered and shock.