Insecure Too (Completed)

5

Yazmine

"Yaz."

I groaned. I ain't wanna get up. Devonte was all in my ear.

"What."

"I got breakfast."

That changed things. I opened my eyes and spotted Devonte leaning over me, fully dressed. Damn, the boy was fine. Meanwhile I probably looked like a thing. I sat up and rubbed my eyes.

Yawning, I got out of the bed.

I was so curious about where Devonte was taking me for a date. But first, I wanted food. Rubbing my eyes, I trudged over to my bathroom. I washed my face and that shit woke me up. My hair was a mess so I pulled it back into a pony tail and brushed my teeth. Tae came into the bathroom, and started feeling all on my ass.

"Tae, stop," I whined.

"I swear this shit got bigger."

He really was gassing me because my ass wasn't that big. I pushed him and walked out the bathroom. "Whatever. What you got me to eat?"

"Go look in the kitchen and find out, lazy ass."

The nigga was still rude. It was interesting to see some things hadn't changed. I rolled my eyes and headed for the kitchen. There was a bag on the counter, and when I opened it I saw a takeout container. It was still hot.

I pounced on the food. "Ayeeee!" I opened the container and started digging in, he got me waffles, with syrup and strawberries, turkey bacon, and eggs.

Tae came into the kitchen and grabbed a piece of bacon out the container.

"I thought this was for me."

"Damn,you can't share?"

"I'm hungry," I whined. "You ain't eat?"

"Nah. We was supposed to share, be on our cute shit, eat out the same plate."

"I'm too greedy for that!" I sighed. "Aight fine. Can you get the whipped cream out the fridge?"

He obeyed and handed it to me. I started putting whipped cream on my waffle.

"How much whipped cream you need?" Tae was eyeing me.

"A lot."

I wandered over to the dining room with the container and before I could sit down, Tae sat in my chair. He pulled me into his lap. Damn, I missed this shit.

We ate together in silence for a bit, me leaning against him, feeling whole again. I ain't even realize I was missing something before. Like, after Devonte I ain't date for a whole year. I just focused on finishing my freshman year, getting the grades I wanted.

That ain't to say niggas ain't approach me. I used to tutor a kid named Erik, he used to ask me out constantly until I hit him with an ultimatum: if he ain't stop I would stop tutoring him. He chilled out, and we became cool, but his ass eventually transferred.

Then came Brian. I met Brian at Unity's bookstore when I was buying my textbooks for sophomore year. He had my attention with his looks and charisma.

The thing about Brian was that I never loved him. I liked him, yeah, I enjoyed him, yeah but I ain't love him. I only loved two men in my life and I fell out of love with Rico. But Devonte?

I don't think that love is going away.

Devonte broke my train of thought when he kissed my lips. I turned around to meet his kiss, so that I was now straddling him in the chair. He deepened the kiss and I willingly accepted it, biting on his lip and moaning. In the moment, I started to rock my hips, my pussy throbbing. I was just wearing a thin pair of panties and they were soaked through. I need Devonte. It had been too damn long.