Seeing Through My Eyes (Dramione Fanfiction)

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Draco stared at Hermione's slender smooth back, now facing him. He blinked a few times, giving the hurt a moment to slowly sink in.

He slowly got off the bed and dressed. Half in a state of shock.

"So, that's it then?" Draco spoke in barely a whisper, afraid his voice would crack if he spoke any louder.

Hermione turned round, covering herself with the bedsheet as she did. "Isn't that why you came here? For a casual fuck? That is what the Slytherin Prince is famous for isn't it?" She said putting on an exaggerated expression of surprise.

"Uh, no I-"

"So then why did you do it?" She cut across him.

"Me?!" Draco said exasperatedly. He felt anger swell within him. "I tried to stop you!"

"Well you didn't try very hard did you?" Hermione interrupted again.

"What?! No! I mean of course not because I lo-"

"Because what Draco? Because what?" She said raising her voice a little.

Draco didn't answer her.

"Why are you even getting worked up about it? Isn't that how it is between us? No wait, what is it? Oh right, a game, you said? Just fun, meaningless sex. Right?"

Draco stared at her.

"Answer me God dammit!" She yelled.

Draco's eyes welled with tears. "What have I done to you?" He whispered.

Hermione began to laugh hysterically. "Don't flatter yourself Malfoy. It was just a fuck."

"NO!" He yelled, startling her. "It wasn't just a fuck!"

"Give it a rest Malf-" she started.

"Shut up for a minute and let me talk!" Draco said loudly.

"What is your problem?" Hermione said ignoring his words. "Why are you mad? Is it because the game isn't completely in your hands now? Or is it because I beat you to the punch line this time?" She asked, eyebrows raised and arms folded across the sheet covering her body.

"For fuck sakes Granger!" Draco growled throwing all caution to the wind.

He bounded back onto the bed leaving all pride, ego and vanity where he stood and scooped the damaged young witch into his arms.

She began to thrash about and pound his chest viciously.

He held onto her tight while she attempted to tenderize his body.

After what seemed like a lifetime of struggling relentlessly, Hermione finally surrendered and broke down. Tears streaming down her face. Her whole body shook as she sobbed and her breathing came in huge heaves as she let out tears that had been waiting to fall for a long time.

Draco felt the pain and destruction he single handedly inflicted on the girl in his arms and he too, silently cried.

"I fucking hate you Draco Malfoy!" Hermione wailed in between sobs. "Why did you do this to me?"

Draco's heart broke for what felt like the millionth time as he heard the agony oozing off her voice. "Because I'm a fool." He said to her. "Coz I'm a pompous, cowardly, pig headed fool and I don't deserve a beauty like you." He cried.

Hermione hit his chest harder as more sobs escaped her lips.

"I'm a fucking idiot Hermione! I jumped to conclusions instead of giving you the benefit of the doubt. I was insecure and stubborn and too proud to hear otherwise and because of my stupidity, I hurt not only myself but you as well and I will be truly sorry for the rest of my miserable curse of a life!"