My Bias Wrecker

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He was in tight grip on my wrist.

"Aren't we going to say goodbye to Mom and Dad? And Grandpa?" I asked from his back.

Walking really fast, making me stumble and startle on my shoes.

He didn't answer. He kept up with his pace, making me let the shit out of me. I tried stoping him from walking but it is not working.

"Taehyung?! What the fuck is this?! Are you gonna make me trip all over?! I'm on heels!" I said as I keep on trying to make him stop and let go with his fast pace.

Suddenly he stopped and faced me, his face was furious, not even letting me a chance to talk, he carried me in his shoulder. "Taehyung! Put me down!" I wriggled on his shoulder and punched his back. But then he kept on walking in the parking lot, ignoring the hell out of me.

"You're starting to piss me off, Taehyung! I said put me down, you jerk!" He wasn't even replying to my rants against him. I tried letting go off of him but it didn't work. Everytime I try to make a sudden move, he would just tighten his grip on my waist and hissed.

Eventually, we reached his car and put me down the passenger seat, still not letting me talk for he suddenly close the door making a sound.

With a sudden movement, Taehyung reached the driver's seat and immediately stepped on the gas right after he started the engine. This shit is getting into my nerves.

"Hyung! What the hell is with you?!" I asked him.

"Why don't you ask yourself?" His voice is cold, husky that makes me wonder what have I done.

"Well, you just left me alone in the table while you talk to your business friends. Mom and Dad is doing the same while I'm giving all of my attention to the food served in our table, I might even get fat from eating so much. Now what is your problem with that, you shit?!" I fixed my seatbelt for I am being scared on how he drives.

"You are informed that the party is about business. What am I gonna do with that? Sit down until I die?" He just talked back to me. And I hate it.

I glared at him. " Then you shouldn't have brought me with you if you're going to leave me alone in there. Do you even know how 'many' people I know in there? I can't even recognize at least five person in there. Now you're talking like it's a big mistake bringing an anti-social ass in a party when you yourself know that I am not going to be comforted with the people I don't even know."

After talking my shit out of him, I just stared at the window quietly. He didn't talk back after that, he just drive the car until we got into his house.

I immediately got off of his car when he stopped on the drive way, I didn't even opened the gate for his car.

I hate him so much. I am so pissed to him. I don't even know what the hell was his problem, grabbing me out of the place when I am finally talking to a person I know there, after being alone myself, while he was out there, shitting his shit with his noona bitch.

I grab my pyjamas after taking a shower, I use the one that I bought for myself since I don't want to use anything that is related to that shit. I didn't think he could actually make me so pissed to him aside from our marriage. I never thought he could talk back to me, and I never expected that he would actually act like it's my fault being alone in the place, when he knows himself that he should have sat there with me, at least I wouldn't feel awkward. But hell, he doesn't even spare a glance to me when he is with his bitch noona.

I laid in bed. I sent a message to Mom saying sorry I wasn't able to say goodbye to them. I didn't mention the problem with Taehyung, though he is actually the reason why I wasn't even able to pay respect to my parents.

I tried closing my eyes. I want to sleep. I need it so bad. I'm tired physically, mentally and emotionally. I want to shut the world out. I want to rest, but then my mind kept on bringing back the scenes earlier. I don't even want to remember them since I am so tired as fuck.

My mind also flashes the image of Jimin-hyung. He must be alone there again. He must be facing the beautiful scenery we once shared, but now he's alone. I wasn't even able to say goodbye to him. I missed him so much, it's been a very long time when I last saw him. But then it was like I was snatched from his arms.

I just hate Taehyung so much. Knowing that he actually left me there, and when I found my comfort to Jimin-hyung, he just snatched me. Doesn't he want me to be happy for sometime?

I really do hate him so much. And I hate myself hating him this much. I never know hating someone would be this tiring. I might as well stop since I knew to myself that I am just waisting my time hating him.

"Sae, I'm sorry. Can I make it up to you?" I felt him sat in the edge of the bed. "I'm really sorry. I didn't know what made me feel this way to you. I just... never like some things."

I heard him let a sigh.

"I don't want to hear it, Taehyung. I'm tired. I'm so tired of the world and I'm so tired of you. Please do me a fucking favor. I want to just sleep right now." I said plainly, such non- challant.

"But I don't want to sleep having a fight with you. Please, Sae. Here me out. You know I was just jealous. I do know Jimin-hyung would be around. But I didn't expect that you would actually be with him, sit beside him, you almost cuddle with him, while you're not even doing things like that towards me."

I sat up from the bed and faced him.
" You're jealous? Again?! Now with Jimin-hyung. He's a friend, of the both of us. You know what, you act like a little child. I hate you so much. You don't want me to be with other men yet you work yourself out there flirting with that Savina bitch of yours. When you were with her, did you ever thought about me? I'm alone. I'm so lonely I ate so many food to distract myself. Yet you told me that I shouldn't have go with you since the party is for business, and talk like I'm such a burden to you."

"I never said that you're a burden to me, Sae. And stop talking to Savina like that. She's a nice friend of mine. Now I'm sorry for not getting back to you soon, we just discussed some important things, little did I know Jimin-hyung is already flirting with you. Now how am I not going to be jealous. My wife is sitting beside that hyung, laughing so loud like she never laugh before, well, you never did. You're always talking like I'm such a demon in your life. I can't even remember when was the last time you shared a laugh with me. Small smiles prints your lips but I never saw you be so happy with me, yet I'm your husband."

I felt a sting in my heart. I felt it also in my eyes. This is the very first time he talked to me like that. I hate it so much. I wanted to cry myself out but I won't just let him see me suffering.

"Stop talking to me like you know just how I feel whenever your around. Yes, you're such a demon forcing me to marry you. Stop talking to me like that— Now if you want a good bitch who would follow you around, then get that noona of yours. She's the perfect one and I recommend her almight."

"Then should I just stop talking like how you talk to me?" I saw him smirk.

There again, the sting in my heart. It feels so heavy. My eyes became teary just after hearing him said that and saw him like he's enjoying this.

I stood up. I walked to the door and ran down stairs. I need water. I just need one. If I drink, this feeling would fade. I want this to fade. I'm not used to this.

I'm not used in how hyung acted to me.