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I slapped him.

Again, I wasn't able to control my temper. I have always been like this but this time... I really meant it. I even liked what I did.

He deserves it anyways.

"What are you saying?! Didn't you understand me? You even said yes to the plan. Now what's gotten into you?!" I shouted at his face.

His eyes were full of sadness. He is devastated. I knew he is.

He took my hands and wrapped them with his but it didn't work on me. I tried to take my hands back but he is clenching it. " Sei, just try to calm down so we could talk." His voice were trembling. I knew he doesn't really feel well today and his eyes were teary.

But things like this doesn't really work on me, as much as I want to, but I knew I have to look strong and superior or else he's going to take his turn in my whole life.

"Calm? I was calm before we leave your house. But you are the one who's making me feel like this. You agreed to the plan. You said yes and you'll take responsibility about everything. Now you're saying filthy words." I told him after I took my hands back from his.

I saw him clench his jaw as he was trying to be calm himself. I even slapped him leaving a mark on his face.

"You know what?! You ruined my life. You destroyed yours and now you're dealing with mine. What the hell is with you?!" I slapped him again.

"Sei, just..." Tears fell down from his eyes.

I slapped him again.

"You're the one who asked my parents to marry you. Now you're saying that I should calm down so you can talk to me. What?! You'll be using your line that made my parents say yes to your proposal you fucker!" I slapped him again.

I was really angry. I am so mad I think I could kill him.

"Sae..." I heard him with his low voice.

"I begged for you last night. You said yes. Yes, that you would be taking your proposal down to my parents and tell them that this marriage is a mistake. Now what?! Do you even want me to get on my knees so I could convince you?" Tears started to roll down my cheeks.

I was looking at him as he said "No, you don't have to do that. But maybe you might like understand me first. Maybe you should that the only reason that I wanted you to be my wife is that I really love you... You know I do. But you're not letting me in. So how can you understand my feelings if you're not eve-" I cut him off. I don't like dramas and fucks. I want to go home.

"Shut it! If you're not keeping your promise then just take me home. Stop talking to me and take me home you mangrove!" I shouted without looking at him.

He immediately started in the driveway knowing that I really don't like the situation.

I saw him wiped his tears with his arms.

"Fuck my life!" I hissed and punched the window beside me but it seems like it is me who got hurt.

I whimpered because of the pain. He immediately held my fist but I took it back since I don't want to have any contact with this fucker.

"Just stop hurting yourself, Sae. You're really making me worry about you. I knew it. You're just hungry. Let me get you you're food and go home." He said as smiled towards him.

I threw dagger looks to him that made him take his eyes away from me.

After getting the food, I just sat there and don't talk. I pretended that I ain't feeling this shit in my life. I pretended that I am not with any asshole and bullshit. I just shut my mouth until we get in the house.

"Give me those you fucker" I said as I shove my hand from the paper bag. I entered the living room and saw Mom and Dad waiting for us. My dagger look didn't even fade as I pass through them and started in the stairs . Reaching my room I heard them sighed and dad said "They're at it again"

"You fought?" Mom asked to Taehyung.

Before shutting the door I heard him said yes.

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