My Bias Wrecker

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My first class started and ended as I want them to be. I must be lucky that this day ain't bringing anything bullshit.

I was walking in the field towards the table and a small bench under a tree. I wasn't able to do my homework last night since all I can think of is how to get out from every bullshit I was in yesterday.

I opened my book that I got from my locker earlier before deciding to go in the field. I read the specific topic and searched for another ideas on the internet. I gathered the ideas and wrote them on my notes. I identified what should be included and those who needs to be thrown away. I made a concrete statement that shows strong supporting details that proves my statement and I was able to do my homework.

Later I was listening to music when someone suddenly took my earphones from my ears. I heard him chuckled.

"You must be chillin' since you have an hour and a half free time. I envy you, Sae." he said as he sat beside me.

His bangs we're sticking in his forehead making him look hot. His sweat were running freely down the side of his face. Jungkook-hyung smiled at me.

"Isn't it your fault that you have no free time?" I told him smiling.

The two of us laughed knowing that he volunteered himself to be one of the schools varsity player.

I saw some of his teammates running across and around the field while some of them were drinking water.

Jungkook-hyung is wearing a black a sweater and I noticed that his smiles weren't fading as he stares at me. His bunny smile definitely made my day.

"Hyung, you okay?" I asked him.

I saw him blushed and looked away.
"I'm sorry." He said without looking. I saw him stared beyond the scenery. " Wasn't it a year since I asked a girl to date me?" He said still not looking at me. "But maybe it's time to take her back." He finally looked at me. His eyes were dead serious. But later he moved and showed me his signatured smiles.

I felt my heart skipped a beat.

"Hyung will take good care of you. I promise." Jungkook-hyung smiled at me.

He held my hand as we walk inside the library. We were just walking till we reached the information desk where the librarian sits.

Hyung handed her the title and the information of the book that I was to find. But jungkook-hyung insisted that he would help me with anything from now, since he would be starting to court me.

The librarian checked the information in the computer. She smiled at us saying "I'll return with your book."

"See? That one was easy right?" He said as we were sitting in the bench at the cafeteria. "Things would be easier if hyung is around." He showed me his bunny smile again.

My heart skipped a beat.

I felt my phone vibrate so I immediately took it from the pocket of my blouse. It was Taehyung. He texted me.

Taehyungie-hyung

Hey kid, you better eat lunch at school. Or else hyung will get mad at you again. I'll pick you up at 5 💜

I looked at Jungkook-hyung. His smiles faded as I looked and told him something. " I'm married, hyung"

Few seconds passed and he has those smiles again. "Hyung knew that all along. But I know that I can take you back. If I'm wrong, hyung will definitely try again. Until you say yes and finally date me" he said sounding confident with his words.

"Do you like your husband? Do you even love him?" He asked again.

I felt my heart pounding. Skipping a beat made me try to think and rethink the choices I made last night.

I paused for a long time and Jungkook-hyung noticed it. " You don't really have to answer me. But maybe you should answer that for yourself." He said while looking at me intently.

"Taehyung is my husband" I finally said to him.

His eyes that were once full of hope fade away as I said the words. "We're married for like a month now" I continued.

He was just looking at me with his jaw slightly dropped. After some time he get back to his senses and asked me.

"So, do you love Taehyung?"

I heard the bell rang. It's time for my 2nd class. I hurriedly put all of my things inside my bag. Hyung tried helping me but I didn't let him.

Taehyung had asked me to date him before. Many times it happened but I never said yes to him nor to Jungkook. I never even said that I am allowing them to court me.

I am so used to them before. But why am I feeling this? Now why is bullshit starting to crawl up to my day again? Shits were starting to happen again. The fuck is this?

"Yah! Sae! I'll wait for you in the gate at 5!" Jungkookie-hyung shouted.