My Bias Wrecker

t w e n t y f i v e

I woke up from the sudden movement on my side.

There was a slight sting when I opened my eyes.

There were hands embracing me, locking me from my waist. The breathing was heavy and a little hot in my nape. I slowly move to face my back and immediately stopped from when I saw Taehyungs face on my side.

He was sleeping soundly. With that reddish- swollen lips. Suddenly I gasped from a certain thought that locked me to myself.

We were kissing just last night!

goddamn fuck we were kissing!

I touched my lips trying to remember whatever caused me to do such thing with him.

Just the other day before the accident, I knew I hated his entire existence. Now I found him with swollen lips because of the kiss we just shared.

How long did it last? I don't quite remember everything. But I know to myself, that I didn't hesitate when I grab his nape and kissed him.

I know I let loose of everything completely. I gave him just the first thing I've told him he'll never get when we got married.

What was next?

He would touch me?

I'll let him touch me?

As if I could do that!

I wouldn't. Oh please! I shouldn't!

That would be a total disgrace. I'm just an 18 year old smart and sexy student. How am I gonna deal with the rumors that could spread out the school if I'm gonna let loose! If I'm gonna give him just what he wants!

What's really happening to me?

I've been such a giddy-girly-sweety of Taehyung when I shouldn't really be.

Yes he has the looks. Yes he's smart. Yes he has money and everything. But what did he do to make me start to at least like him for a bit?!

"I'm so pathetic!"

I realized I was covering my face with all the embarrassment I'm feeling. Well, it was really embarassing. I'm so disappointed to myself.

I really am.

It's like I gave him all the pass to enter my heart after he's done entering my whole life.

But out of it all...

Why do I feel these ungodly butterflies fluttering in my stomach?