My Lover is the Son of a Mafia Leader

.19

.19

Ivo's car is an open car and I closed my eyes as the wind blows. I'm still dizzy because of the amount of alcohol I poured down my throat. I leaned my right elbow against the car door to steady me as I face Ivo. A nausea feeling came but I ignored it.  

He's frowning, "What are you frowning about?" I asked. He glanced at me for a second and focused again on driving. I don't know where are we going but I couldn't bring myself to care. The aura he showed me when we were dancing is back again, his calm relax aura but the aura I saw when he was with Polina and the masked guy, it was different. It was dangerous. 

"What happened to not trusting you again?" I laughed a little, I smell the alcohol from my mouth, I felt my stomach contracted, "Ivo please stop the car" he did exactly what I said. I hurriedly exited his car. 

I sank to my knees when I reached the electricity post. I'd describe my vomiting as purging, I was too compelled to do it. The vomit came up with an acidy bitter taste all over my mouth, there's a tingling sensation left in my throat and mouth. 

I heard Ivo's footsteps but I didn't look at him, I'm too shy to do so. I also noticed na may suka na ang dulong parte ng buhok ko pero hindi ko ito pinansin at patuloy pa rin sa pagsuka. 

Ivo crouched beside and raised my hair up for me, I glanced at him, "Thanks" tipid kong ngite and vomited again. 

Kung pwede lang sana akong kainin ng lupa, I feel so embrassed, if alam ko lang na ganito pala ang mangyayari ay sana hindi na pala ako uminom. Ang malala ay nandito si Ivo at ang panget ng second meeting namin. 

I still feel dizzy and intoxicated because of the alcohol but I felt so much better after puking. Ivo is still holding my hair as he helped me stood up, he's using his left hand to hold my hair, I felt his hand on my right wrist and removed my hair tie. 

"Turn around," his voice was deep, it was also smooth. It's warm and comforting. I did what he asked me to and I felt his fingers on my scalp and that's when I realized that Ivo is tying my hair. Uminit ang pisnge ko, there's nothing gay about what he did. In fact, the gesture is so sweet. Pinunasan nya rin ang buhok ko, sa parte na may suka. 

I turned to him, "You didn' have to do that" I say, I hope he can't see the redness of my face because I'm really embarrassed. He smiled a little, you could miss it but I didn't. 

"It's alright. I don't mind," before I could react he grabbed my left hand, "Let's go" 

"Where are we going?" 

"We're almost there. A 2-4 minute walk." he glanced at me, "Can you still walk or do you want me to carry you?" there's a playful tone of his voice and I can't help but blush. 

"I'm fine," I pouted, and I heard him laugh a little, I would describe his laughter as warm chocolate. 

I scanned our surroundings and that's when I realized that we're at the hill side of our city, binitawan ko ang kamay ni Ivo at agad tumakbo sa cliff top. Here you can get the beautiful view of our city, I've never been in this area so I can't stop smiling. The whole city is shining so bright, bahagya mo ring maririnig ang mga busina ng ilang kotse. 

Ivo is standing beside me now, "Thanks" I say as I stare at the view. "Madalas ka ba dito?" 

"Minsan, when I needed to clear my head or when I need to cool down," he said softly. 

I wanted to know more about him pero there's a voice at the back of my head asking, "to what extent? and for what reasons?" 

After I saw what Polina is capable to do I shouldn't be here. Paano kung mas malala ang mga kayang gawin ni Ivo? Part of me is really curious and that curiosity didn't die even after what I saw that night but another part of me is giving me warnings.