Chapter 15: Alone

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   As I stand, three days later at his funeral bowing my head in pain, with a swollen heart and a cold mind.

   I gaze around at all the people crowded around Sasuke's coffin. He knew so many people, I bowed again not wanting to show my tears, my pain, my face.

   I set a rose on his coffin, and with that rose I also lay the happiness he gave, the happiness and love no one could ever see or understand.

   I hear people whisper, some about the good he was, others about how they heard he was a fag and I was his bitch. But I don't care what they whisper to each other, or what they say to my face. I'm here for him, Sasuke Uchiha.

   I walk back to Sasuke's house in a daze of the past that we had. The short past that I felt like was 100 years.

   I unlock his door, open it slowly to peer inside. I go to his cabinet and pull out a bottle of whiskey then pour it in a small scotch glass filled halfway with ice. I knock it down with ease.

   Is this what it was like to be Sasuke? Just drink away the pain you have? I take another shot hoping to get wasted then wobble to Sasuke's room to lay on his bed. I smell his pillow, as tears swell in my eyes once more.

   "Sasuke come back." I whisper. I go through his drawer by his bed to find a time velvet black box, I look inside to see a ring, it's gold with and immorent on the inside that says "Naruto my angel," what was this for? We haven't known each other long. Why would he do this? "Sasuke!"I scream until my lungs hurt. "Why did you do this!"

   I feel the poison set in my brain. I throw the bedside table at the wall letting my anger take over me. "I love you!"My throat swells from the screaming, I hold the box to my heart then put the ring on my left ring finger. "Yes," I whisper.

   I go to the kitchen to find a picture of him. He's so perfect. Why did I have to lose him? I kiss the picture tears still falling down my face.

   I take more shots until half bottle of whiskey is gone. Next thing I know I'm in his bed about to fall asleep with his picture in my hands and his ring on my finger.

   I wake up with a booming migraine. Everything is blurry. I notice a knife in front of me on the bed. I sit up and hold the knife. Why is this here, did I bring it with me from the kitchen? I try to remember, my thoughts swirl back. I was about stab the pain away.

   I have to get out of here. Before I hurt myself, I have to get out of here for Sasuke.

   I pack a bag with his clothes, I don't have time to go home. I notice something that slid across the room when the table hit, a jar of money. I look I'm it then count. 18,000 dollars precisely. Thank you Sasuke. I shove the money in my pocket, put the bag over my shoulders, the walk to the Konoha gates.

   I want to fulfill Sasuke's dream. Let him watch me from above make what he always wanted happen. I want him to know I'm not some dobe he loved for no reason. Letting go of my life is not an option.

   I walk out the gates, and begin my journey.

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   Well. That was the last chapter. I hope you enjoyed. thank you all for reading. ❤

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