The Fading Darlings.

Chapterthirtysix

I could feel Shanes eyes burning into Sean and I.

How awkward.

Austin kept looking at me smirking.

"What?" I looked at him.

"I think I know why Vince is straight now." Austin started laughing.

"What do you mean?" I asked.

"Didn't you say you two were going to 'do it' in Vince's room?" David raised his eyebrow up at me.

"What?" Sean and Shane said at the same time.

"You are wearing nothing but his shirt." Austin pointed out.

Oh my god, this was a huge misunderstanding.

"No, no, no." Vince said laughing.

"He was talking about my hair dye smart one." I said to David and Austin.

"Why are you wearing his shirt then?" Austin nudged me with his elbow.

"Because, I didn't want hair dye on my clothes. But yea it is ironic." I stated.

I saw Shane awkwardlly looking at the floor.

"Mary we should probably rinse your hair out now." Vince said.

"Oh, okay." I replied walking into the bathroom.

"The liquor is in the back of the last cabnit on the left, help yourselves." Vince said to the guys.

Vince started rinsing my hair, the way he massaged my scalp was amazing.

"I love when you massage my scalp." I stated.

"Thanks, well you're welcome." Vince laughed.

He got out the blow dryer and started drying my hair for me. He turned on the straightener.

"Okay, your hair is basically dry. You can straighten it yourself now. I'll go keep the guys company." Vince said leaving me to the bathroom alone.

The more I dye my hair the more straight it seems to be getting, which I really liked to be honest. I hated my natural hair, maybe I should look into getting a straight perm or something.

I straightened my hair quickly and styled it so I could go see what they were all up to in Vince's living room.

I looked in the mirror and liked what I saw. My hair was just the way I wanted it to turn out to be which was awesome (LOL) But the more I looked into the mirror I saw my other flaws.

I don't know why but my weight was really bothering me. I was 103 pounds which was pretty normal for my age, but for some reason I really wanted to be 'underweight' I don't know why but I wanted it and lately I have been getting what I want, so why could'nt I have this.

My hip bones did stick out and I really liked that about my body but I really wanted my ribs to show and my collar bones to aswell, I think it would look cool and I don't know "elegant".

I flipped my hair and walked out of the bathroom walking into Vince's living room where I saw David, Sean, Austin adn Shane sitting on the couch.

"Okay, who wants Vodka?" Vince hollard in to them from the kitchen.

David, Austin, and Sean raised their hands.

I walked over to Shane not sitting next to him

but standing.

"You're not drinking?" I asked.

"Um, no. I don't like drinking." He stated, he seemed very uncomfortable.