The Fading Darlings.

Chapter twenty. (:

I could smell the sweet yummy food cooking.

My stomach growled awkwardly...

"Sounds like someone's hungry." Shane smiled.

I felt so comfortable with him, I could say anything, do anything and just be myself.

The me I wanted to be and the nerdy me.

I sat down at the rather small table.

He put a plate in front of me that had peppers, eggs, bacon, and bits of bread rolled.

For some reason he had even cut it up for me like I was five.

I stared at him stubbornly.

"What?" He mad an 'aw' face.

"I can cut my own food ya know?" I smiled.

"I'm not five." I giggled and he smiled.

"You're young compared to me." He laughed.

Which was true I was only fifteen and he was eighteen.

"Um..." I said acting as if I was uncomfortable with what I was about to say when in reality I could say whatever to him.

"What is it?"

"What are we?" I said bluntly.

I needed to know.

He sat and thought. "Well, I'm not sure. Whatever you want to be."

I smiled at his reply, yet I wanted a different answer thought I'm not sure what I wanted him to say.

Maybe just a more answer answer instead of leaving it up to me.

I didn't like being in control.

"Um, so. Do you wanna go on a date tomorrow? You know with me and one of my guys friends?" He asked.

He was so nervous and shy about it but I'm not sure why.

"Of course." I smiled while stuffing my face.

"Okay! i wanna go to the movies if that's okay?" He said excited

"That's just fine." I stared into his beautiful eyes.

God, this boy.

"So wanna head out?" He asked getting up.

"Oh but where?" I questioned.

"Let's head over to the skate park down on eat bridge." He went to the back room and grabbed his skate board.

"I can't leave the house looking like this!" I shouted laughing.

He put his hand on his chin.

He then smiled.

"What?" I laughed.

"Can you wear my clothes?" He grinned big.

I wanted to, and I knew he wanted me too.

But doesn't that kind of give the wrong idea of just having sex?

"Sureeee." I giggled.

He ran to the back room.

He handed me a summer tank top that had the batman logo on it, I had his sisters really short shorts underneath.

It almost looked like I wasn't wearing anything under!

"You look beautiful as always." He smiled.

He made me feel comfortable even if I was in his clothes or his sisters I felt beautiful.

He grabbed my hand and we walked out the door.

As we walked down the street heads turned.

You gotta admit we looked like the cutest 'couple' (:

Him with his hand in mine and his skate board in the other.

Doing his hair flips in his tank top.

Me with my hand in his, my other hand keeping my fingers crossed, hoping this will work out and he won't get in trouble.

My new black hair with his long tank on me not to big because he was slimy but not gross skinny but sexy abs skinny.

I wasn't to scared Shane would get in trouble because alot of people loved him and wanted him to be happy, with me he'd be happy.

The only problem is girls usually didn't like me, well neither did boys at my old school and home but girls hated me.