The Fading Darlings.

Chapterfourtyone

It's been a week full filled with just David, and only David.

We have became really close. It's late June now, to be exact it's the 16th.

David has been talking to me about Kristen, yes they are still together unfortunately.

He told me that he really liked me yesterday, and that he was going to break up with Kristen.

That makes me really happy yet I feel bad for Kristen.

"Vince, I'm bored." I yelled over to Vince.

He was in the kitchen making him and I some popcorn while I sat lazily on the couch like a potato, I like potatoes. ^-^

"Darling hold your horses, the popcorn is almost ready." He yelled back.

I looked through the movies we had, all scary.

BEEP, BEEP, BEEP, the microwave went.

Thank god.

Vince had a big bowl of popcorn with a lot of butter for us to share and get fat on together.

"You know Shane can't watch scary movies? He has a heart condition and he could have a heart attack." I stated popping a piece of popcorn in my mouth.

"No I didn't know that till now, and I really couldn't care any less you really need to get over that asshole." Vince stated.

I did, I still thought about Shane every fucking day, and talked about him. I would bring him up in conversations, I would think of ways to bring him up in conversations, or I was dying for other people to bring him up, I was going bonkers.

"Yeah, that's the truth." I frowned.

"I like David a lot." I added.

"Girlfriend." Vince stated.

"I know, but he's supposed to break it off with her soon." I blurted out, shit was I supposed to say that? Was that something I shouldn't have said and kept to myself?

"Yeah right." Vince ate the popcorn.

"That's what he told me, who knows." I admitted.

As soon as I said that David texted me.

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David: hey, Kristen and I are over!!!

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"Oh my god! Guess who just texted me!" I said excitedly.

"Please don't say fucking Shane." He looked at me.

"No David!" I replied.

"Oh, speaking of the cheating devil." Vince didn't really like David anymore because he was messing around with me while he was still with Kristen.

"He said he broke up with Kristen!" I smiled.

"Oh god she must be destroyed!" Vince gasped.

"Why do you care?" I asked.

"I mean they were dating for a year and what six months? That's a long time, she must be heart broken. I couldn't even imagine or even want to try to feel her heart ache." Vince told the truth.

"Yeah I guess.." The excitement that was in my voice faded into a gloomy pity tone.

"But don't beat yourself up over it, she will move on. Plus you get David now." Vince nudged me.

"True."

"Now that you have your man, can we please play the movie?" Vince raised his eyebrow.

"Of course, what's holding you back?" I laughed.

"Great." Vince put in one of the scary movies but I didn't pay much attention to which one it was because I was to busy texting David back.

•

Me: really??? What happened?

David: I just told her that my feelings were gone for her and that I found someone else.

Me: Oh..I see.

David: So now we can start dating!;)

Me: Yay! c:

David: Are you doing anything tomorrow?

Me: I don't think I have anything going on. Why?

David: You can come over to my house if you want?!:)

Me: Sure, I'd love to. ^-^

David: Ill just pick you up tomorrow. :)

Me: Okay; great! I can't wait!!

David: Can I kiss you? :)

Me: Maybe :)

•

David had tried kissing me before while he was still dating Kristen, so I had to say no. I don't like ruining relationships and cheating, not my thing.

I remember when my dad had cheated on my mom, she was destroyed. But that was when they still loved each other, I promised myself I would never do that because no matter who it was I would not want to inflict that heart ache on anyone, not even my worst enemy.

I'm not a home wrecker or anything like that. I told David when he was still in a relationship with Kristen that I wouldn't kiss him or anything because of that, he understood. Yes I teased him but in a more best friend way, the farthest we had been was holding hands we both knew though that we secretly liked one another. I didn't like the thought that I was the main reason for their break up, no I'm not blaming it all on myself because I know that they had problems before me and were bound to break up sooner or later anyway. But I was thinking, if I wouldn't have spent time with David or if I never had the chance to meet him if they would have broken up.

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David: okk c:

Me: I have to go, but ill talk to you later!:)

David: Cya gorgeous. <3

•

I didn't have to go, I wanted him to chase me. I always noticed that guys love a chase, and that's what I give them.

"David's picking me up in the morning." I smiled at Vince.

"Okay Mary. We need to talk." Vince paused the movie as soon as the girl was about to open her closet probably about to be ambushed from a monster not from inside her closet but from under her bed, she would be dragged under her bed and cut open, yet still alive struggling to survive the monster would strangle her. But that's just my guess, just kidding I've seen this movie about twelve times.

"What's wrong?" I asked concerned.

"David has had sex, with only maybe four people." Vince said.

"Is that bad?" I asked confused.

"Okay I guess I'm going to have to explain all of this to you." He took a breath. "Once people have sex, they don't stop. David is going to be expecting you to have sex with him, he might say he will wait for you to get comfortable but because he's at that horny age where all he wants to do is fuck and I mean a lot, a lot of fucking. So I give it maybe, two weeks till he will ask to fuck you."

My eyes enlarged....was this true? Is this really how it was going to be? Vince was usually right, and great at getting advice and predicting things. But I'm not sure about this one.

"Um.." I was lost for words.

"What I am saying is, just be safe. Okay?" Vince raised his eye brows.

"I'm not having sex with him." I replied.

"Desire comes up at the most random weirdest times darling." Vince laughed.

"That's not me though!" I punched his arm.

"Yeah, yeah, and I said that I was gay." He gave me a look, a look that said 'things change' and I guess he was right about that.

I mean look both of us, we've both changed. His sexuality and my personality, rebellion, and looks.